Saturday, May 29, 2004


Some Refreshed Memories and other Crap

hey.. second day back from Pahang. sob. haha.. reli miss dat place.. miss it a whole lot. reli wanna go back. haha.. anywae. muz get over it ya? haha.. juz took de which band instrument are u thing at quizilla. haha. so farni. im a clarinet. actually i read de trombone one liao and i tink im (obviously) more trombone le.. haha.. wadeva la.. haha..

just remembered some stuff outta camp. there was this time on de last day, Alvin(2/3) stuck his food into de sand at the campsite la, den wen he took it out, there was a leech. den dey spray insect repellant on it wor.. and guess wad. it burst. haha.. sick ryt? burst le.. so disgustin.. i din realise dey has leeches at de campsite. thank god i din encounter any.. haha.. on the topic of leeches. why do they look so much like earthworms ar?? veri weird le.. haha.. i mean, wen u watch tv, den u see USA and their leeches or in documentaries, their leeches are like huge and black and fat and slimy. the leeches we had were thin, small, brown and earthworm-like. dat is like so weird lo. dey din look like the leeches were saw on tv. at all. hmmm.. wonder wonder.. haha.. i've come to realise dat clean toilets do not exist in malaysia. haha.. even the hotel dat we ate lunch in on de first day, the toilet was disgusting. ok, it wasn't dat bad, but it was bad. then de mutiara toilet, dat one aso veri dirty lo i tell u.. wad onli.. dey reli need to improve their toilet standards.. haha.. dat is currently all i can remember for todae, why key in some more wen i recall some more.. haha..

i've written to Alias. i hope he replies as quickly as possible. haha.. dats abit hard coz it take days to get there. taman negara. and days to get back to singapore. hmm.. sad.. im waitin for britney to finish hers so we can like sen together. yup. i scared he abit cant understand, since he's eng not dat good and all.. so i've tried makin it as simple as humanly possible.. haha..

band todae was pretty ok. not too bad. played october abit. it was nice. de song, not us. haha.. i cant wait to master it properly. so excitin.. haha.. den we tried out de naval base songs.. yup. dt was about it lo todae. yup.

dere's dis disgustin lookin bug crawlin around on de computer table. it looks like som kind of fly, but i cant be too sure. not after all de things i've seen in the bloody jungle. hhaha.. eh. dissappear liao. haha.. wadeva..

saw dis on zat's blog. looked abit interestin, so decided to do it too! haha..

5 THINGS YOU CAN SEE
1) de computer
2) de keyboard
3) de mouse
4) de speaker
5) de mousepad

5 THINGS YOU ARE WEARING
1) myy night cloths?
2) my specs
3) underwear
4) erm?
5) erm?

5 THINGS YOU ARE DOING RIGHT NOW
1) typin
2) listening to bond on zat's blog
3) drummin my fingers
4) breathing
5) chatting wid aansley

5 THINGS YOU ATE IN THE LAST 24 HOURS
1) beehoon
2) Twix chocalates
3) cereals
4) wanton mee
5) rice wid meat and bittergourd and such crap

5 THINGS YOU DID SO FAR TODAY
1) blogged
2) clicked to save the world. haha..
3) sleep
4) play on my trombone
5) have chinese tuition

5 THINGS YOU CAN HEAR RIGHT NOW
1) de CPU
2) my typin
3) the person bathin in the house behind mine
4) the maid doin somthing in de house behind mine
5) the fan

5 COLOURS YOU CAN SEE
1) blue form Save as Draft
2) orange from Publish Post
3) green from Start
4) black from the words typed
5) i can actually see all colors la..

5 THOUGHTS IN YOUR HEAD
1) how to survive plannin wid nelson
2) Alias and if he wud wryt back as soon as possible
3) Jamali and who de hell he looks like
4) what to write in this thing..
5) how to plan a steppin down ceremony

10 THINGS YOU WOULD LIKE TO DO IN YOUR LIFETIME
1) research killerwhales
2) kill nelson
3) make lots of money. which is rather impossible since im going to be a marine biologist
4) go back to taman negara wid de sch again and haf sec 3 camp all over again
5) be happy forever more
6) be able to play my trombone far better den nelson
7) travel the world
8) own a house dat floats on the sea
9) buy a boat to travel the oceans researchin killer whales
10) go to the concerts of all my fave celebrities and get backstage passes and be in the front row

5 ARTISTS YOU REALLY ENJOY OR WOULD NEVER MISS AN OPPORTUNITY TO WATCH
1) Maroon 5
2) David Sneddon
3) The Calling
4) Britney Spears
5) Westlife

10 OBJECTS IN YOUR ROOM YOU LOVE
1) my pig from happy house
2) my bed. but i wun mind a new one
3) my cds
4) my books
5) my telescope
6) my table
7) my bloster
8) my pillow
9) my radio
10) my purple light thing dat has glitter in it. i tink it's called a glitter lamp

10 FAVOURITE SONGS AT THE MOMENT
1) I Don't Wanna Know by Mario somebody..
2) Our Lives by The Calling
3) This Love by Maroon 5
4) Happy Together by The Turtles
5) I Will Survive by ??
6) For You by Thr Calling
7) Ross Roy by Jacob de Haan
8) My Band by D12
9) The Reason by Hoobastank
10) Meant to Live by Switchfoot

yup. i tink dats about it for todae. bye!!

|trombone chick still missing Taman Negara and her GREAT guides|

Friday, May 28, 2004

Secondary 3 Camp- Pahang, Malaysia

HARLOW!! WHEE!! IM BACK!! its so great to be back in singapore you noe. but anyhow, lets get on wid de topic ya? haha..

Day 1

Happenings
arrived in sch at 6+ dat dae. wen i got to sch, saw like haf my classmates dere. den i saw somebody's helmet and i was like, Fuck. i forgot mine. thankfully, mum was dere so she rushed me home to collect it. den rushed back to sch and went to de hall. haf de world was gathered dere. said our last goodbyes to each other *sob sob* and den went into our groups. so go sit sit dere la. i was like dreadin evry moment becoz like, de ppl in my group. wasn't close to a single one of dem. so i sat wid royce who was in Myria. i was in Elea anywae. *Elea RAWKZ!!* ya. so we sat dere and tok tok abit nor. den le, dey give out our passports. dey said deir announcements and all dat crap. den it was time to set off.i was like SO sad, coz like NOBODY i noe. ya. den i saw Matilda. thank GOD! she was in my half. she in Zeno. so like, she also got nobody den we sit together on de bus lo. at first we sat in front, den Britney and Janet called us over to sit next to dem. den i sat at de window seat. saw Malorie, Cheryl and Eden. waved frantically at dem coz dat wud be de last time i wud haf seen dem for de next 5 daes. den de bus set off. it was a veri *sob sob* moment. haha. so anywae, our destination was Tuas checkpoint. for de moment la. den we tok tok abit one de bus. got to noe Matilda abit better. den Janet was askin around for a M/L helmet coz hers to small. den reach Tuas liao, got down. duh. passed de checkpoint. proceeded on to malaysia. de checkpoint was bloody crowded. so manii frekin ppl. finally, we got passed de bloody checkpoint. and it was like, WHoa. im in malaysia alredi. whichc is nothing big reli, since im a malaysian. haha.. den we got onto another bus. yup. which was about as uncomfortable la. den we carried on our journey to Pahang. which was gettin pretty ok coz i quite on comfortable terms with Matilda, Janet and Britney liao. we made a pit stop at Yong Peng. bot snacks to tide us thru de rest of de journey. met jialin and royce. and marcus. and a few other ppl la. so anywae, wen leacin dat time, hugged jialin and all coz it was like SO saddening and at dat time, it felt like de last time we'll see each other in a long time to come. so we returned to de bus and continued our journey to Pahang. slept ALOT. there were many pit stops la. i cant remember half of dem. i onli remember one at de 'hotel' and one at a BP station. anywae, we reached our destination at 7+ i tink. it was called Kuala Tahan. we stayed at de Liana Hostel. den de place was ok la. abit crappie la, but was sleepable. de toilet abit not too nice, but bathalbe. haha.. de water was SOOO cold. haha.. den le, had a ok nyt. dinner was at the Liana Floating Restuarant. it wasn't all too pleasant coz of all de bugs flyin about. yup. den le, after dinner le, we were gathered to go for our Jungle Nightwalk. it was 1 hour ar. yup. we took a bout to de other side of de river. went up de stairs and arrived in Mutiara Resort. de resort was fabulous. i hated lookin at it coz it made me sick tinkin about where i was stayin currently. anywae, we made our way thru de resort and finally went into de bloody jungle. it kinda freked me out. it was TOTAL COMPLETE DARKNESS. so freky!! saw alot of disgustin things dat i wud haf preferred not to see. anywae, it was a pretty simple trek. yup. sin tat needed to pee halfway. haha.. so wen we returned, he rushed back to use de toilet. den ner, went back to de dorms, bathed and went to sleep.

In General
de first dae was an ok dae. coz we like never push ourselves at all. it was a rada effortless dae. de most effortless i belif. half de dae was spent on de bus so wad do u expect la ya. made 3 new frens which was great. oh ya. my half consisted of Plato, Myron, Zeno and Elea (RAWKZ!!). yup. my guide for de nightwalk was, er, i duno his name. haha.. will find out from britney some other time den. so anywae, in general, de first dae can be said o be rather boring. yup. but i myt haf appreciated it if i knew wad was in for me de next day. but wadeva la ya?

Significant Moments
not mani reli, but i'll try to remember,
1) Sin Tat needed to pee. which was rather fani if u ask me. haha..
you noe. dat's all i can tink aobut. shoud i remember others, i'll add it in next time k? on wd de next dae.

Day 2

Happenings
woke up rather early i tink. 6+ i tink. nobody woke us up but de ppl out dere were like STOMPING. so we woke up la. matilda was still happily sleepin. and it took us quite awhile to wake her up. i was gettin peretty worried. i mean like, was something wrong wid her?? haha.. but she woke up in de end sayin 'i love u' to all of us. haha.. ryt. den she went on to tell us dat she was actually gonna sing a song to us. de first line being i love you la. denshe tod us about her dream she was having wen we woke her up. she was dreamin of her mum buyin her ice-cream. haha.. ryt. haha.. so anywae, wen we had gotten ready and all liao, we went to defloatin restaurant yet again. had breakkie there. it was Nasi Lemak. pretti nice reli. ubt it was onli rice egg and chilli la. haha.. but good enuf. its a camp anywae. haha.. anywae, after breakfast, we went to pack our bags for de trek ahead. britney janet and i shared me backpack. coz dey dun haf mar. so anywae, after dat, we got into our groups and went onto de boat ride to get to de place we were gonna start trekkin. de boat ride was around 40 mins. dats wad dey tokd us. so anywae, after we RELI COOL boat ride, we finally arrived at de area. and we started our DREADFUL trek. de sign tod us dat it was 12.5 km back to Kuala Tahan. yea ryt. i forgot where we were trekkin from actually. we had a new guide dat dae. his name was Alias (ah-li-ahs). anywae, we started our DREADFUL trek back to Kuala Tahan. yup. at first it was ok. it was like, chey.. 12.5 onli. shud be over quite soon. yea ryt. dey tod us it was 6 hours. yea ryt. we took 8. 8 fuckin hours. the trek was de longest one i had ever done in my life. i've never trekked in my life actually. but wadeva. haha.. it was across de bloody place. all de mud and all de river. and all de LEECHES. and BUGS. sick. total sickness. my shoe became so fuckin dirty after de trek. it had been like washed in mud. dere was a whole lot of mud reli. we keep sinkin into de bloody mud. den we had to walk around wid wet shoes and all. and it was just SO uncomfortable. and the trek was like never-ending. mostly becoz de route marks were all wrong. but anyhow. i got leeched twice. there were quite alot of streams to pass by. got 2 major ones. de first major one was quite big. we had to take off our shoes and change into sandals. den dat area had millions of leeches. althou i did not spot any. but anyhow, after we crossed the river, we had to change back into our shoes. de are there was TOTALLY muddy. becoz its de riverbank and all. so we were all like tryin to put on our shoes but we kept sinking into the mud. so it was a TREMENDOUSLY difficult process. i was bitten by a bug. sheesh. den we moved on. it was reli irritatin becoz de ppl kept stopping. dun juz wun stop stoppin. so we had to like keep waitin for dem before we could move on. had a relatively fun time with Alias. he was EXTREMELY nice to us. he kept chattin to us and encourage us to move on. in the end, wen we were quite some kilometres away from civilisation, we cud no longer take it anymore and decided to go our own way. there were a few of us- me, britney, janet, javier and his frens, rahman, yvonne, johnatan, leonard? and a few others. so we went in front and made our our journey back lo. britney led and she walked SO fast. was rather hard to keep up with her. haha.. den i needed to pee. haha.. so we walked reli fast. jue chen had to come up to tell us dat we were walkin to fast and that we had to slow down or leave evidence that we had been there. dey caught up in the end but we still moved on. de place they caught up was at de 2nd major river. after dat river, there was a steep slope to move onto. and dat bloody slope was muddy. darnation it was. had quite some difficulty gettin up dat thing. den wen got up liao, waited for yvonne and lost sight of britney so we just walked striaght until we finally caught up wid dem. den we proceeded until we cud no longer hear de rest of the population. den we finally came past this route mark sayin 2.4km. we were absolutely ELATED. but we walked on and on and on adn on adn on and on. de next route mark we saw was 2km. but we had OBVIOUSLY walked MUCH more den 400m. den we passed Lubuk Simpon. den we walked on somemore. and we FINALLY reached civilisation. FIANLYY. we were de happiest ppl on earth. we were screamin and cheerin can? hahah.. there was 5 campers there den dey stare at us like we were jungle ppl like dat. so farni. and we walked on until we reached the MiniMart. it was TOTALY HEAVEN. totally. it was like air-con and all. and food. oh-so-delicious food. so we bot food and sat at de steps waitin for de rest of de population. one group arrive quite shortly after us. but we lied to dem dat we had been there since forever. den evry1 startin washin theri shoes and legs and tried to stop their leech bites. kelvin's blood was like jelly. it was extremely disgustin. britney's one wudn't stop bleedin. it was sick. kenneth had so many dat his socks and shoes were soaked wid blood. sick. den we were rushed to de boat to get back to the hostel which was across the river. we had no time to bath coz we had to like rush to our campsite. dat was reli saddenin as i had been reli lookin forward to a proper bath after all dat DISGUSTIN trekkin. but oh well. so we packed our things and got onto de boat to our campsite. de boat ride RAWKED. de best thing to happen dat dae. haha.. den we arrived at de campsite and saw de other half of Group 2. i was so happi! Jialin and Royce!! britney janet and i threw our stuff into de tent. den dey went socialisin and i went to bath. toked to royce and jialin. de toilet wasn't dat bad. yet. it was relatively clean. but u had to squat to bath and ask de person in the next cubicle to leave the hose for u. so bathin was rather miserable coz my leg hurt from squatin. bath finish and i felt OH-SO-GOOD. went back to put my stuff in the tent. den we had dinner. after dat had nth to do lo. i joined jialin and her group for socialisin. dey had some sort of campfire games. which were TREMENDOUSLY lame. but wadeva. after dat, returned to me tent and we sleep. it drizzled abit and i slept at de side. de edges were abit like wet wet one. but anyhow. it was rather pleasant. abit cold in the night but not dat cold la. den nth lo. i tink i squashed matilda coz i moved alot in my sleep. haha.. lunch was taken by the first major river anywae. durin trekkin. it was paacked for us. and i enjoed the orange veri much. haha.. we were askin around for people who did not want their oranges. we looked abit desperate la. but wadeva. haha.. it was fried rice and chicken i tink. cant reli remember. haha.. dinner ner, cant remember actually. haha.. but anyhow. dat was about it for de 2nd day den. oh yea. and de forest had so maany dead logs and we had to keep climbing over it. and termites. lots of termites.

In General
in general, de 2nd dae was NOT de greatest i had. it myt even be de worst. if not for cycling. tinkin back, trekkin was actually relatively fun. reli. it tested us to our limits lo. and even thou you dun see much of any scenery coz ur like starin at the ground 3/4 of the time not wantin to trip, de stupid jungle is quite nice. other den the leeches and bugs. and the mud. evry1 was complaining about wantin to destroy the whole rainforest. that was abit dumb. but anyhow. trekkin wud haf been nice, if it had been abit shorter. yup. and not too much mud. and leeched. and bugs. yup. so, i actually enjoyed it. abit. yup.

Significant Moments
1) i saw about 11 leeches. i tink 11. or maybe more. 3 were on me. the first 3 i saw, i thot were earthworms. until Britney and Alias kindly informed me dat dey were leeches. haha..
2) britney got leeches so many times i lost count. sick
3) kenneth had 5 leeches at the same spot. VERI sick.
4) this guy cursed the leeches and den 8 leeches leeched him at the same spot. how hilarious is dat? haha..
5) the termitee moments. dey were veri farni. britney or alias (since dey were in front) will shout termite and it will continue down the line and evry1 will start running over the termite-ridden floor. apparently, alias says dat termite bites hurt like shit. no one got bitten, so i dun noe.
6) there was dis log and it was sloping down. den de path was SUPER narrow. so like, if u miss de log, dere goes your life. it was veri scary. veri.
7) zhiheng spilt his pants. that was so ridiculous. and he announced it to de whole rainforest. he was like sayin to evry1 can? and he was askin if anyone had extra pants. obviously not. who brings extra pants to trek. so frekin farni. in the end, i tink he find something to cover. can't quite remember.
8) i got bugged by this mysterious bugged and now its swollen like crap. sick.
9) i saw Jamali for the first time and immediately felt he looked like somebody. until this moment, im still tryin to figure out who te hell he looks like. he's a guide anywae, Plato's guide.
10) britney pulled a guide into de river wen he tried to help her across it. haha.. coz dat place was like logs all over de place so abit like hard to move. den de guide wanna help her so she hole his hand den dunno how pulled him into de river. but she was safe. haha.. so farni.. den every1 sae "canoeist, strong la har?" haha.. so farni lo..
dats about all i can remember. if it comes across my memory again, i'll blogged it.

Day 3
dis was a great day. thank god. it was rather relaxing. after our trek. we onli did canopy walkin and caving. anoyhow, woke up quite late. de other half had to wake up earler coz they were goin TREKKIN. dey had cycled de day before. anywae, wake up liao, go eat breakkie. same thing. nasi lemak and some mee goreng. eat liao le, laze around for awhile.den dey gathered us and we went off to the boats. the ride to de canopy there was extremely long or anything. but enjoyable still. haha.. den we get to dat place liao trekked for abit to get to de canopy place. it rawked. extremely. the canopy was 530m long or something like dat. 45m above the ground i tink. cant remember. haha.. it was reli nice. and reli rocky too. haha.. den wen we got to de end we sat there and waited fer de rest of de group. den Angie, one of the guides told us dat she was impressed wid the gals *WHEE!!* coz we were stronger den de boys. haha.. and we never complain and all dat shit. haha.. den mr ng was dere aso and he asked us about the campsite and de trekkin. den we suggested dat dey shud make de next sec 3s trek for 52km. haha.. and den he tod us dat Group 3 saw ghosts. haha.. farni.. den he ask about de toilets den we say veri disgustin and all dat shit. den we set off back to de river. took another boat ride to de caving area. had to trek for about 45 mins to de cave. it was the Ear Cave, Gua Telinga i tink. cant reli remember. Elea *RAWKZ* went in second. den we had to manovere(how to spell?) our way thru dat bloody thing. it was wet and slippery and FULL of batshit. and then there were places dat we so small and so frekin hard to squeeze thru. abit scary some places. u look down and its like so frekin far down if u fall. den got one place we had to like almoz crawl in dis wel place wid onli a few rocks to walk on. den u get over dat wet place, the hole to get out is SO small. we had SO much difficulty gettin out of it. den britney janet and i moved on nd den dey tod us dat wasn't de exit. DIAO. so irritatin. den we had to go back to dat disgustin place and climp up and almost vertical place to get out. de boulders were jest juttin out abit la.. finally got out of dat disgusting place. it was full and puny bats. and their shit. haha.. den got out liao and trekked back to de river to take boat lo. went back to the floatin restaurant for lunch den we had to TREK to frekin Lubuk Simpon. we took a boat across to Mutiara again and went by de same route we used dat day. just reversed. thankfully, Lubuk SImpon wasn't veri far. wen we finally reached it, we were all so happi. haha.. it was VERI nice. the water was CRYSTAL CLEAR. so nice lo. den me and britney go and si on the rocks in the river dere where de current was flowin. it was so nice. until those stupid guys started splashin water. den we moved away. brian and i were throwin rocks at each other to wet each other. Mr Toh saw and tod us not to throw anymore. then britney janet and matilda went to look for color rocks and brian and i proceeded on wettin each other somemore. den de other half arrived. which was pretty quick considerin the time we took to arriv ein Lubok Simpon. jialin and i go into de water to sit sit abit and she washed her shoe la. den we continus to sit sit abit until her group had to go. den our half had face-paintin competition. which was pretty fun but i did not participate. Plato won the competition and britney and janet were veri not happi. haha.. britney den decided she was goin to tell Angie(the judge) dat she was blind. she did u noe. in de end. but dats another day's matter. anywae, she we trekked back again and took the boat back to our campsite. den we had dinner. dinner was cooked by ourselves. Alias also helped la. he helped alot actually. haha.. becoz we were too stupid to noe how to use the stupid can opener. haha.. den we cook liao, den eat lo. den happi happi. haha.. de boys did the washin up coz de girls cooked. haha.. diao. den after dat le janet britney and i go bath lo. we did it in the river. janet washed her hair in the river liao den go to de toilet to do de rest but britney and i stayed in the river. Jue Chen was there to help us. we had our clothes on la.. haha.. he helped us carry our torchlight. den kelvin and QingHong aso came later and dey were like entertaining us can. so farni lo.. haha.. den wen we were finally done, haha.. we went back up to dry ourselves. den we were like waitin to get dried outside, so dey still hadto hold the light for us. den got thunder. den dunno husay onli thunder, no need to panic yet. so qinghong was like, ok, wait until thunderstorm den we panic k? haha.. so we were dryin ourselves off and it started to drizzle and dey were like, no need to panic yet. until it got relatively heavy. den we paniked. haha.. britney and i went back to our tent to get change. we kinda wet the tent la. but anywae. haha.. den dey rain got quite heavy. dere was night activites but we decided not to join in since we had to cycle the next dae and we needed all de energy we had. de ppl there were likin singin along wid someone on the guitar and eatin maggi mee. haha.. so farni. but we slept. it was veri uncomfortable coz we decided to sleep vertically instaed of horizontally like de night before. so we had veri little space. and i tink i squased matilda again wid all my moving. haha.. i kept wakin up becoz it was so uncomfortable. but i survived the night. thank god. haha..

In General
dis was a WONDERFUL dae. i tink it was de best. coz like we didn't haf to do nth except sit on de bus and it was a rather relaxing day. yup. and it was veri fun. wad wid the bathin in the river and cookin and boat rides and all. yup. it reli rawked.

Significant Moments
1) we were bathing and the boat kept comin at us. haha.. it was so farni. like bath haflway den muz call for kelvin to come help us push the boat awya. haha..
2) we looked like we were doin a herbal essence advert. haha.. then qinghong was tryin to wash his hair coz dere was color stones color in it. he was de face used for colorin in de competition for his group la. den he looked like he was doin a follow-me advert. haha..
3) qinghong was helpin me take my things. den he passed it to me and i was like thank you. den i forgot wad happened but it was 'fuck-worthy' so i went fuck immediately after. den he tod me not to thank me anymore coz i'll say fuck. haha..
4) Alias learnt our names. and he called me yi june. you noe like yi mei and all.. haha.. wadeva and he used his walkie-talkie and tod it to de other guides. haha.. ryt..
5) i cried while cuttin de stupid onions. so did boon sin. i tink. haha..
6) there was a bug near the food den dey ask me to kill it but i dun wan, so i poked sin tat real hard and suddenly la. den he was like, whoa. he said i scared him. haha.. so farni.
7) wen de food was served, javier said girls and gays first. and he had to show example himself so he went first. haha. so did jonathan. haha..
dats about it i tink. yup.

Day 4

Happenings
we woke up quite early and uncomfortable. den we started packin our things and lookin for our things. it was such a total mess. by de time we finish packin, we had no time for breakfast anymore. haha. so dey saw us eatin crunchie bars and tod us to go eat coz we haven done so la. so we go eat. den wait for awhile and loaded evrything onto de boat. and set off for the Liana Hostel dere. but it was a diff restuarant la. den we walked up de stupid slope. and got to de stupid place. we placed our bags into de van and went for our bikes. the first thing was a bloody uphill. haha.. so farni. evry1 got down to walk. den after dat, stuff were quite ok. there were about millions of uphills and little downhills. which was reli saddening. many pitstops we had lo. we completed the bikin at 2+ ar.. den we arrived at dis place where we got free drinks. haha.. we had lunch in dis farni place and dey forgo to bring us spoons so we had to tear off abit of our styrofoam to use as spoon. i din eat much coz got like no appetite and later scared will feel like pukin if go bikin. haha.. ate a few bananas. dat was about it for lunch. den we did bikin thru the village road la. it was like full of bloody cowdung. eh. so smelly. had to walk alot coz had totally NO energy to cycle. the uphills were reli terrible. my muscles were like burnin lo. so frekin painful. de last part was pass this plantation. it wud haf been reli nice if it wasn't mainly uphill. ya. so wen we FINALLY finished the stupid thing, we got onto a bus and went to tekam. sat wid Matilda on de bus. britney and janet went off alredi coz dey were faster. den we toked somemore la. got to noe each other better. haha.. den reached de campsite. saw anz and went abit mental. haha.. and michelle and cecelia and so mani other frens. haha.. toked to dem about alot of stuff and tod anz about jamali and she aso said he looked like somebody but dunno who. he kept starin at me. mainly coz i kept starin at him, tryin to figure out who he looks like. haha.. den dinnertime. had it in de canteen thingy wid de rest of the sec 3 population. after dat, go find britney and janet and the guides and we tok fotos wid them. wen we left dem, britney cried coz she hated goodbyes and it was so saddneing to haf to leave our GREAT guides behind. den we went into the hall and Mr Ng toked to us and all dat crap. gave out awards and all dat crap. dey invited de guides in and we cheered SOOO loudly fer them. haha.. so saddening. den we left. took a van to the train station. we were at Tekam Plantation Resort anywae. not much of a resort but anywae. went to Segamat to take atrain back to s'pore. de train came at 1+ like dat and den we boarded and left Pahang lo. de guides were all dere and we were like wavin to dem like mad. Alias din see me thou. but oh well. haha.. de trian was ok. i went to look for britney and janet dis mornin and found out britney got Alias signature but she din call me, so i din get it. *sob* back he also gave his address to Lucas to pass to us. THANK GOD. haha.. no i can wryt to him!! so happi. and den, finally, we arrived in singapore. and here i am now, bloggin it all down. haha.. yup. dats day 4 for u..

In General
it was actually a veri nice dae. and a veri sad one as well. coz it was like, we're leaving Pahang for good le. walao. and even thoud im sunburnt like shit, de cyclin was cool. the downhills were reli cool. reli loved it. the train ride was relatively comfortable. in general, it was a GREAT DAY.

Significant Moments
1) wen we were boardin the van to leave for segamat, Alias was sittin there. den i waved goodbye to him. he waved back. den wen on the van, i was in the last seat. and wen we drove past, he waved at me. i kinda waved back frantically. and Jamali was there too. so i kept waving and they kept waving at me too. i waved until dey were so samll i dun tink dey cud see me anymore. i just kept waving lo. and Jamali just kept waving back. haha.. Alias did waved back at first. later on i cudn't reli see him anymore. haha. den wen we left dat place, it felt so saddening. i cried. haha.. i was like, shit, im never gonna see those GREAT guides in my life again. haha.. so sad. thankfully, i got his address. haha..
2) i was cycling and we were at the crossroads den Jamali was dere to point where to go. he point abit farni, din reli noe where he was pointin. so he pointed properly and smiled at mne. i smiled back la. he must tink im a bloody idiot who dunno who to read body language. haha.. diao..
3) i blew my firsst bubble from a bubble gum. haha.. diao.. wadeva..
4) dere was dis downhill part dat was winded. it was SOOOOO FREKIN COOL. it was so fun lo. i was like speedin down it.. total coolness..
5) one point of time i cycled wid brian. den we took alot of biscuits and put into his jacket pocket. haha.. so stupid.. den we ccle cycle wid all those crackers. so dumb.. haha..

The Camp In General
i thot i was goin to hate de camp coz nobody i knew was there. dere was xingwen but he fractured his hand. so like, i wanted to kill myself. but i got to know matilda janet and britney. im reli glad i did coz dey're such great girls. haha.. had a whole lot of fun wid this ppl. i went into de camp bein unable to stand 2 out of 3 of the girls in my group. now, i love 2 of dem and hate the other 1 even more. does she not realise how bloody irritatin she was durin the camp. her and all dat frekin noise she was makin? like ppl are tryin to sleep pls! ARGH! but anyhow. i RELI RELI RELI enjoyed de camp. it was so great. i wished i cud do it again. and again. all over again. ok, mybe u can cut short de cyclin and trekkin. but the boat rides and the guides. haha.. reli loved it. i reli love Taman Negara noe. i love it lots. haha.. i reli wish i can go back right now. so anywae, next yr sec3s, ur shud hope to haf urs at Taman Negara. it reli rawkz. haha..

Back to Singapore
so dat was it lo. my sec 3 camp. dis is like so frekin long and entry. it took me 3 hours to type. haha.. form 8-9 and 10-12. whoa. haha.. as i said, i reli loved it. but now dat im back in singapore, im kinda glad i've proper toilets to use. haha.. and air-con. and best of all, band. tml got band. so i tink i better go now and sleep. haha.. as for my previous entry dat i've yet to complete, i'll do so another dae. haha.. no more time now. haha.. so, good night for now!!

|trombone chick misses Alias, Jamali and Pahang lots|

Sunday, May 23, 2004

Band and The Very Eventful Day of Roller-Blading

HARLOW!! yesterday was THE day. so frekin excitin. waHAHAHAHA. so many things happen can? haha.. cant wait fer de next time we go skatin, which is next next mondae, e first mondae of e hols ya? anyone wanna join us tell me la k.

Band
whOO.. yesterdae was my first try at bein band major of admin. whOO.. haha.. i can announce to e whole world i am band major ryt? waHAHAHA.. anywae, was so freked out can? hmm,went to sch early. met xingwen at 645. we had to plan our proposal fer band camp. it was a rather diao proposal la. but wad to do. first time mar. haha.. we go liao de le, kekang there liao. he go so early fer wad ar? hmm.. haha.. den le, we start plannin la. actually finished it quite fast. den eugene came and opened de band room. den go inside lo. diao. duh. haha.. den set up me instrument and de usual procedure. den eugene came over and went thru de announcements wid me again. den the Self-Acclaimed Great arrived and gave his proposal to eugene. i wanted to look at it but he tod me not to be busybody. haha.. diao. so we went thru de rest of de announcements la. den malorie arrived, and gave me even more things to do. had alot of things to give out. ya. den like dat le, band start liao. oh i had to tell dem to call de ppl who weren't here yet. so freky can. like i stand and de podium and evry1's starin at me.. chee.. ok. so after dat, we did some tone studies until de NAFA ppl came and we became guinea pigs la. were guinea pigs fer about and hour la. less den dat i tink. not reli sure. anyhow, after we finished bein guinea pigs, we went off fer sectionals. i had to go announce de songs played fer e naval base performance la. den break fer secionals lo. stayed back fer awhile to mark attendance of sec1s. den had a little chat wid xingwen. he sae i looked veri lost. haha.. ok. muz built up confidence. haha.. den had to call nelson to tell lifeng and shuan to come back wid deir instruments becoz nicholas and julie didn't haf any intruments. diao. den gave mine to lifeng and shuan took selvam's. den went off fer sectionals. i decided to take de sec2s since i had nth to do w/o any instrument. took dem until 12 den go back to band room. got lifeng to help me keep my instru while i went to tell de rest of de band to keep their instruments. den i go stand at de podium again. haha. waited for de ppl. den at 12++ majority of de band population was seated liao la. de sec1s were STILL keeping their instruments even thou i had told dem to HURRY UP and keep their instruments and GO SIT DOWN so i could read de announcements. stupid. so in de end i tod Zat and he screamed at dem and dey FINALLY came and sit down.

eh. need to go out and buy my camp stuff. will complete it later. bye!

|trombone chick dreading Sec3 camp|

Friday, May 21, 2004

The Happiest Person Alive

harlow. waHAHAHAHA. i do belif im currently one of de happiest persons alive right now. haha.. so happi can? but i cant sae why la. diao. haha.. i hope it stays dat way nor, if not so frekin tragic. haha.. oh well. cross fingers!! haha.. wadeva!

oh. wanna noe my results? haha..

eng-55. like wad de hell ryt? yimei, 55. dun link can? haha..
chi- 62. like dat is de most amazin thing. my chinese better den eng. dat is like reli WOW!
a maths-31/80 which makes it wad? 38.75. whoo..
e maths- 48. like shit can? hopefully dey moderate. haha..
physics- 43. waHAHAHA..
chem- 76!! cool ryt? haha.. diao. muz tank me sis hu forced me to study. waHAHAHA..
geog-68. ok lo. i guess. sigh. thhink dey will moderate? haha..
history- 58. haha. so fqarni. im de highest somemore.. haha..
social stuidies- 64. so farni yet again. im de highest somemore.. haha..
combined humans- 29+32=61. 61 onli can? walao.

yalo. like dat lo. so lousy. sigh. haha.. hmm.. still got wad ne? oh yea. scared i sae de wrong thing tml. haha.. so farni if i do. other den dat ner, nothin much lo. oh ya, to de sec 1s hu keep tellin nicholas dat he's been kicked out of band, wud u juz SHUT UP. like wads ur problem anywae? he's not, so juz shut up. stop makin stupid assumptions and make my junior worried. oh den ner, BLAIDN TML!! AHH!!! so happi. haha. okie. bye!!

|trombone chick is the happiest person alive|

Thursday, May 20, 2004

Just Mindless Tittle-Tattle

ello! dunno wad im doin online aso. actually, dun haf much to sae. but since im here and all, thot i'd just type in a few words! haha.. diao. im like longing for saturday now. haha.. im like desperate to go skaatin now lo! like right dis bloody moment. haha. diao. sian. did u see my tagboard? haha.. so farni. all these people hu are too cowardly to leave their names. stupid. eh. diao. reli got nth to sae le. haha.. i tink i shall sign off here den! haha.. oh yar! tml last dae of sch! so excitin. haha.. and sat is 30++ away!! WHEE!! SOOO FREKIN EXCITIN!! haha.. wadeva. bye!!

|trombone chick feeling lame|

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

Band, Nelson, Merry Widow, Troy, Examination Marks, Skating on Saturday

hello! din update yesterdae. din come online. coz like got no time and all. yalor. eh. wadeva. haha.. on wid me topics.

Band
Yesterday was the first ever band practice in a long time liao de. i was sooo happi to be back in dat room. it kinda felt abit weird. haha. but great fun anywae. so it was mr gloz. yalor. same old same old.timonthy conducted de warm-ups den gloz came in. yalo. den he gave us de score fer merry widow. Ooooohhh.. haha.. will tok bout dat later. i went up to take de score. not dat its a big deal or anything. so like, wadeva. ya, den de 2 NAFA (or however u spell it) guys came to take de non-musical band. at first it was suppose to be those hu are playin for the naval base performance. den later dey changed to the non-musical people. anywae, in de end only me and selvam went out. thank god. haha.. so de 2 of us joined eugene (at first). din manage to play much. later de 2 of us went off to play together as a, er, section. ya. den le, e other ppl were released and dey cum join us nor. we tried merry widow as a section. it was ok. e 2nds were loud. dunno why aso. cudn't reli hear me and shaun. whoops. haha..eh. dat was about it la reli. haha. apparently dey got all de post ready liao and de official step down date fer de sec 4s is july sumthing. wadeva de dae is. but gloz sae not to keep de postin a secret until den. so like, it'll be slowly leaked out lo. haha.. so excitin.. wadeva. haha.. eh, den.. yalo. like dat lo. dey gave us de scores fer festival winds. shit. u noe how frekin high de notes are? haha.. actually de highest is G la. but i aso dunno how im goin to reach dat la. so. er. ya. haha.. oh well. hmm.. like dat lo. so much fer de first band prac.yalo. haha..

Nelson a.k.a Mr I-Know-Everything
hmm.. so much to say about him. haha.. i dunno why but i grew to hate him more over de band break. absence is suppose to make the heart grow fonder. well no. yesterday when i went back to band, the more i looked at his face de more irritated i got. haha.. dunno why aso. and he wudn't shut up. he kept tokin wid benjamin and renliang. den eugene was tellin me to tell dem to shut up. i din realise he was tokin to me.. haha.. so suaku. waHAHAHA.. diao. ya, den selvam and i were tokin bout him and all. his name? i noe evrythin? haha.. selvam give him one.. haha.. ya. he was like, dunno wad la yesterdae. wen dey joined us fer sectionals, he was like isolatin himself from us. den selvam was like, are u wid de section? why are u so far away dat kind of thing. he is gettin SOO tremendously unbearable. dunno le.. juz like, see his bloody face liao den bu shuang. dunno how to survive wid him in me section until next yr lo.. oh well.. NEXT TOPIC!! haha..

Merry WIdow
veri scary le dis song. haha.. im currently listenin to it. haha.. juz heard dat gliss part fer us.. Whoo!! haha.. diao. like de highest note yet again is G. aiyo. dunno how im gonna manage dat bloody note. other den dat, my part is relatively simple la. juz got a few parts quite diff lo. hmm.. hopefully can make it ya next yr? haha.. nothing much to sae bout dis actually.. haha..

Troy
dis will be de best movie i watch this year. SO SAD!! i cried wen hector die. haha.. so saddening le.. hector such a good person den muz see him die.. sigh. stupid paris. so useless can? cant even fight muz go to hector to protect him. waloa. nothing but trouble and a pretty face lo. stupid paris. in de end he went back to usin his Bow and Arrow (legolas and all.. haha..) in de last part. and dat was de onli uselful thing he did in the whole show, kill archilles. howta spell? haha.. wadeva. but abit sad la, dat archilles had to die. but i din cry. din seem so saddenin as hector's death. haha.. den de poor cousin, wadeva her name is. haha.. so sad. dis show is like full of sad couples lo. de onli people hu are happi is Paris and Helen. haha.. diao. all those lines of Paris, all those love crap. haha.. so romantic. bleh~ haha.. i was wondering why dey called it troy. why not sparta? or greece? or The Illiad like de originaal poem? haha.. why de trojans so special get it named after theM? haha.,. SUCH a sad movie, all dat burning and dyin. sigh. haha.. i wudn;t mind watchin it again but its SOO saddenin dat i dun tink i wan too. haha.. wadeva! haha..

Examination Marks
my marks are what u wud call TERRIBLE. i failed 3 subjects. sigh. i got a frekin 55 fer my english. me. 55. dun link. sigh. so sad can? walao. de onli thing i happi bout is my bloody chem which got me a 76. my ONLI a. even my social studies aso sucked. onli a 64 can. walao. so dissappoitin le.. walao. sigh. so frekin saddening. sigh. i tink if i count my L1R5 it'll be 20+. haha.. so pathetic ryt?? haha..

Skating on Saturday
WHHEE!!! soooooo excitin. i cant wait to saturdae lo!! its approx 48++ hours to go!! AHH!! past faster can? so many of us goin. haha.. gonna be so fun.. hmm, got hu?
xingwen
eden
marcus
me
ansley
jialin
hanling
farah
victoria
chinghee
yilin
ya. dats about it. haha!! so excitin!! WHEE!! haha.. as u can see, its a all band-members thing. haha.. so any band members feel like joinin us kindly tell me! haha.. i arrange for u to come along. haha.. i make it sound so diao. but wadeva la. ur most gladly invited lo. so like, tell me la k? haha.. we're goin Inline SKating by the way. at east coast. haha..

sigh sigh sigh. anywae. i tink dat'll be it fer todae. haha.. hmm.. lets see. tml i goin to teach me sec 1s. okie. sigh. another not free dae. sigh. sheesh. wadeva la. camp starts next week. not reli lookin forward to it anymore.. sigh. oh wadeva. tink i shall go. oh ya. i wanted to tok bout Zat's blog. haha.. about de sec1s. haha.. most of it i got no comment la. but de part about typin ur own waY? hmm.. does he mean slang? haha.. den me one le? haha.. wadeva la. bye!!

|trombone chick looking forward to saturday|

Monday, May 17, 2004

Amazing Race

It was a typical, lazy morning, nothing much to say there. The usual milo and muffin and the usual bench for the band people. The usual people and the usual heat for those of us that gossiped in class. As we slouched into our benches or chairs and stoned, nothing suggested a tiring and hot, yet uniquely exciting day. What more could you expect from a whole group of estatically inclined people? Heh... After mumbling the school song and stumbling along the words, getting lost in the canteen and reading the race intructions(even if we didn't follow them), we were off into the warm(read as blazing hot, writen to fit happy context) sunshine...

ok.. so dat was typed by xingwen.. wahahah.. so storybookey eh? haha.. i cant come up wid such stuff.. im suppose to come up wid de last para.. hmm.. will tink of one along de way.. wahahah..

so anywae, see, we started off in sch den like we strolled thruout de race.. haha.. first we strolled thur bedok court and strolled to de mrt station. den xingwen discovered dat he dun haf his ez link card. so i called my mama to bring hers and lend him use la.. den, we finish e task at kembagan liao de le, den go, er, paya lebar i tink. dere we complete dis task by singin de sch song which is like, er, ok. den we went to kallang and strolled de longest distance i haf ever did in my life. we loked all over de bloody place fer de bloody councillor. den finally, i called shawna and she tod me where dey are.. so we wok wok go find dem.. den got dem to sign de stupid envelope liao le, dunno how to get out of de bloody place. so in de end, we spilt up and took taxi. whoops. den we arrived at katong first. hanling, bowled, penlaty stay 10 mins coz she got no strike or spare. den ner, we take bus to cityhall. dats where de fun started.

so wen we were waitin fer de bus ar, xingwen decided he wanted to eat prawn mee. diao. so he went on abt it fer qutie some time. so we were in citylink mall. den he too desperate fer food liao den we also hungry, den decided go eat delifrance lo. budden ner, benjamin called me. coz i called him just now to ask him fer de clue. whoops. den he call me and ask us to hurry up coz we're like de 2nd last group. so like, i panic panic and celia and i RAN to esplanade. we almost died. duh. den i was goin to run until fullerton one can? thank god benjamin spotted us and he sign fer us. den dey tell us dat we alredi late liao, muz be in chinatown by 1230. it was 1208 den. so like celia and i RUN all de wae back to bloody delifrance and henry and xingwen joined us in our mad dash fer chinatown. so we flagged down yet another taxi and tod him to go to maxwell food centre. den we reach liao le, de bloody place was closed fer cleanin cAN?!?! walao. den de bloody councillors never tell us!! so like juz wok wok lo. den we woked to chinatown complex. de bloody councillor go off liao. so, er, ok lo.. diao. den we sit down fer lunch. well, xingwen and henry anywae. me and celia ate dessert. my chng teng was ABSOLUTELY disgusting. eww.. deir prawn mee smelt nice.. but oh well.. cant eat and all. den celia and i share teh peng. den xingwen took a sip and he went, 'wow! wads dat? i've never drank it b4!' like all de amazement and all. so i go buy another cup lo. so farni can.. haha.. den jialin hanling and yeening met us and we FINALLY made our way back to sch.. haha.. den le, celia and xingwen decided they needed to.. shit. waHAHAHAHA.. so farni can? dey wudn't stop goin on about needing to shit lo. den like celia so picky, still muz choose de toilet to shit at!! haha.. so in e end, we ended up in bedok cout. again. dey went to de fanciful poolside toilet dat was newly made. ahha.. oh. yeening had to leave early coz muz go back to sch fer higher mother tongue.. orh.. so sad can?? haha.. so anywae, jialin hanling and i went to de playground lo. den like later dey joined us and we sat dat swingy-thingy. SOOOO FUN CAN?!?! waHAHAHA.. den like i sit alone and xingwen spin me. SO FREKIN SCARY!!! it felt like i was gonna fly off or something. haha.. so cool!! den we did de see-saw thing. den one person jump while de others sit! walao! so frekin fuN!! haha.. den we tried de balancin thing.. haha.. den le, we go up to xingwen's condo to see jewel. oh. first we went up to de roof and got a nice view of the east. veri nice. haha.. cud see tampines mall. and my house which was in a mess of other houses. so i cudn;t relli tell which was mine. but anyhow.. haha.. so we go see jewel. jewel bloody cute can? other den de fact she has a disgustin eatin habit. waHAHHA.. ya.. but she veri cute. so nice lo. dun bite at all. and veri pretty le. de color and all. sigh. i cant wait to get hamsters!! whee!!

so dats about it fer de amazin race lo. den like, i had A WHOLE LOT OF FUN CAN? even thou it reli wasn't all dat amazing, but we managed to haf our fun in our own retarted way. like needing to shit and all? my deepest condolences (or however u spell it) to yeening who cudn't join us at xingwen's house. we'll do it again another time k? wid ya!! lookin forward to it!! waHAHAHA. thus was de end of our day out in the bright and warm and sunny (er..) sunshine. i just cant wait to do it all over again. eh. oh mabe not.. haha..

ok.. so i wrote wuite alot. as ir esult, i shall not wryt much more todae. other den de fact band is in about 17 hours more!! WAH!! WHEE!! SO FREKIN CANT WAIT CAN!! AHH!!! haha.. ok.,. muz contain myself. anyhow. haha.. okie.

oh ya!! haha.. so farni can? i go see see nelson blog see if he got sae anything bout me la.. haha.. den u noe wad?? he deleted all those entries dat all those ppl wrote to him about his post about band. walao. so, like, so, er. dunno how to sae la. in short, its just so farni. and like, he so er, er, er, no courage can?? haha.. wadeva!! haha.. better go!! so frekin tired.. haha.. nytz!!

|trombone chick on the mental high|

Sunday, May 16, 2004

RollerBlading continued, Olympics Advert, Survivor

ello! hmm.. went out wid me sis and mum juz now. go tampines fer awhile. din do much. yalo. haha. wadeva. anywae, on wid de rollerbladin story..

where did i stop ar? hmm... oh. i stopped at bedok jetty. haha.. yep, so after bedok jetty le, we continued on lo. went until like reli far. den we go to all dis slopey places. and me and jialin fell at dis slopey places lo. sigh. de first time ryt, de slope was SOOOOOO frekin scarey. i wanted to die. it was like a reli long slope lo. den like we all go down la. got little ppl. budden my skates suddenly no control le. den it started weavin in and out and i totally freak out and fell down onto de grass. i fell on my knee, tankfully. i rather fall on my knee den on my butt lo. haha.. jialin fell before me i tink. she fell further down. fell on her butt. *ouch* haha.. den de next slope le, me and her hold hands to go down lo. den dis bloody stupid kid, hu's fuckin deaf. i shouted excuse me at him can? and his still juz like cut into our path lo. den we had to swerve onto de grass and fell down. dis time both on our butts. so bloody pain can? my god.. haha.. i wanted to die la.. haha.. den we skate back. oh ya. den got all dis strips to make ppl slow down? i hate it lo. i cant seem to go over it properly! den im like gonna fall like dat. so freky.. haha.. eh, got home round 8 plus. actually shud be earlier one. den my mama blind, cudn't find macdonalds. so me and hanling stand in de rain to get drenched and wait fer her lo. almost 1/2 an hour i tink.. walao. wait until i wanna die.. haha.. ok lo. i tink dat's about it wid skatin lo. juz like, as usual, A WHOLE LOTA FUN!! haha.. i recommend skatin to de whole world. haha.. wadeva..

Olympics Advert: dun u tink its so inspirin as well? haha.. i cant remember most of de words le. but its so inspiring.. haha.. diao.. i onli remember got one is dey say there is no short-cuts one, den dey show de woman on wheelchair. bet she took steriods. haha.. hmm.. i tink de olympics is a real triumph of de human spirit. wah.. so chim.. haha.. read about it in a book la.. haha.. can u imagine if u get a gold? it means ur de best in de world can?? walao.. so pressurizing! i wonder how dey can do it lo. i mean like de whole world is lookin at u le.. de whole country is dependin on u to make dem proud lo.. walao.. so scary can.. hmm.. i wonder if dis yr singapore can do better. i asked my 2 singaporean frens: hanling and royce and dey were like No! in unison. haha.. no patiotism one.. haha.. lame.. but muz haf some faith in ur ocuntry can?? haha.. diao.. me le. i tink m'sia wun do too well either. haha. i dun haf patriotism either. but i suppose dey kinda suck ryt? i aso dunno le.. haha.. i tink mabe s'por dis yr table teniis will haf better luck? hopefully la hor? haha.. ims upposed to be tokin bout de advert.. haha.. oh well.. i like de one where dat italian guy is tokin one. he speaks farni. haha. italian accent and all. and de last part dey show his face? den he like cant look at de camera one.. haha.. so farni.. haha.. wadeva.. anywae, i cant wait fer de olymmpics!! gonna be so cool. not dat i care much for de sportin world. but dis is big event nor, either way round it still gets u excited. haha.. yalo.. hmm.. cant wait fer it!! haha..

Survivor: THANK GOD IT WENT TO RUPERT!!! if it went to Rob M, i'll kill myself. ok, mabe i wun, but i'll be like, ARGH!! ya. hahahahhah.. just go die la Rob. all dat shit about u deservin it.. how bout rupert deserves ti more den u can?? U SUCK ROB M!! so u shud juz go piss off wid ur bloody amber and live in eternal misery, DESPICABLE BASTARDS!! ok.. haha.. diao. personally, i wud rather see Rob Cesternino win la. duh? i love him. haha.. but oh well.. he din last dat long, so dey wun vote him one. but out of de top 4 ar (Big Tom, RobM, Rupert and Colby) i tink Colby shud get it.rupert got it coz he veri popular. dats de truth la. and aso i like colby la. haha.. diao.. wadeva. haha.. hmm.. but rupert? ok lo i guess. BETTER DEN ROB M!! waHHAHAHAHAHA. so happi.. haha..

Band: BAND STARTS ON TUESDAY!!! WOWEE!! haha.. im so happi. so glad dat i can finally play in de band again. haha.. heard some news from ansley. if its reliable, im de happiest person on earth, if not le, oh well.. i'll be reli sad la. but. wadeva. haha.. hmm... i cant wait la. why can it be tuesday alredi?? haha.. den i dun hafta go fer dat bloody tuition. haha. budden i'll miss de amazin race. hmm.. wadeva.. haha.. haish, e onli bad thing is havin to face gloz again. sigh. sigh. sigh. i wonder wen dey'll announce de postin. so excitin can?? i cant wait to find out hu's de drum major. ooh.. gonna be so excitin. haaha..

i tink dats aobut it fer todae la ya? haha.. ciao!

|trombone chick is getting all excited|

Rollerblading, Olympics Advert,

heeloo!! diao. i dunno why i so happi also. maybe coz i went rollerbladin? haha.. wadeva.. diao.. yep. on wid de topic.

Rollerblading.
so freakin fun can? haha.. had so much fun today. skated for 4 hours. like evry other time. dis time, we went to a diff shop de 2nd time. we usually is go to Kit Runners la. den dat guy hu works in de shop. he's so frekin lame. i tink he's tryin to entertain us or somethin, but he dun realise he's SOO frekin lame and we're all like, smile pleasantly. haha.. i feel bad and all, but he so lame can? stuff about he's PE and soft toys his frens buy dat make noise. and i cant stand deir skates. ok. its actually quite good. but it makes alot of noise and its like never de right size one le. so we went to another shop dat was cheaper lo. de first time round, royce skated wid us. taught her abit lo. she needs to relax lo.. haha.. and den le, 2nd hour skate wid jialin. we went in de opposite direction. like towards sch lo. den we skated dunno how frekin far. past chia chee sec lo. den we go see see e bedok jetty. its veri long le. veri cool.

u noe wad? its veri late. haha.. bleh~ tink i'll tok about it another dae. haha.. nytz!!

|trombone chick is tired|

Friday, May 14, 2004

Some sort of Quiz

wad quiz izzit called? haha. i aso dunno. i go visit weijian's blog den go take lo. here me results!

The Sonnet
Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLDf)


Romantic, hopeful, and composed. You are the Sonnet. Get it? Composed?

Sonnets want Love and have high ideals about it. They're conscientious people, caring & careful. You yourself have deep convictions, and you devote a lot of thought to romance and what it should be. This will frighten away most potential mates, but that's okay, because you're very choosy with your affections anyway. You'd absolutely refuse to date someone dumber than you, for instance.

Lovers who share your idealized perspective, or who are at least willing to totally throw themselves into a relationship, will be very, very happy with you. And you with them. You're already selfless and compassionate, and with the right partner, there's no doubt you can be sensual, even adventurously so.

You probably have lots of female friends, and they have a special soft spot for you. Babies do, too, at the tippy-top of their baby skulls.


ALWAYS AVOID: The 5-Night Stand, The False Messiah, The Hornivore, The Last Man on Earth

CONSIDER: The Loverboy

Your exact opposite:
Genghis Khunt
Random Brutal Sex Master

i tink ver wrong le.. haha.. dunno ne.. haha.. hmm.. haha.. oh well.. wad ur say le?? haha.. wadeva la. buaish agaiN!!

|trombone chick The Sonnet|

Tuition and other mindless Tittle-Tattle

heya. got over de initial excitement of de exams liao.fast ryt? prob coz now i hafta go fer tuition. i hate my mum. totally. dis person i goin tuition wid? is down de road from sch la. den ok lo. i guess. budden got nobody i noe. so now i askin celia to join me. den kinda ex le so i scared she dun wan. if she dun wan, i'll be all by my sorry little self. so saddening can? walao. hopefully, she'll join me. and so saddening lo. after de bloody exams liao can?!?! still muz go for bloody tuition. june aso. walao. still got musical rehearsal. den he sae its ok, can haf it before or after de rehearsal. u tink i got so much energy mer, walao. sigh. CELIA! u HAF to join me. u just have to. if not i'll die by my sorry little self. got alot of temasekians apparently. but so wad. i dun noe dem, like it'll help like dat. den dere's dis dunno how to spell his name guy. in 3/7 one i tink. he is like such a freak can? he hangs out wid dempster la. walao. like ARGH! sigh. i absolutely hate my life.

so anywae. i feel like skatin. again. or shud i sae bladin. haha. wadeva. like such a nice dae. wasted it by stayin at home and goin to try out at dat bloody tuition centre. whoa. my eye suddenly twitch like siao. haha. now it feels real funni. does that mean i tired or izzit a omen? haha.. wadeva. i reli wanna blade now. ryt now. dis stupid moment. haha. wen can we go bladin again? oh like shit can? next whole wk i not free la. WALAO! like monday anf fri fot tuition. tues and thurs got band. wed, dunno le. den we muz still organize e amazin race. walao. but dats fun. i cant wait to organize it. haha. and sec 3 camp's in about a weeks time. whoo. so excitin. i hope immigration lets me thru. if not i'll be stuck wid james in s'pore. so sad ryt. PLS GOD. LET DEM LET ME THRU! haha.. i reli pity those gals hu'll get their time of de month then. so poor thing can? and so bloody disgustin. haha. oh well. oh. haf i mentioned? im in nobody's group. well dere's aisyah, britney and janet. out of which i can onli stand 1. oh dear god. why muz do dis to me ner? and royce and jialin got each other. WALAO. why muz dey alwaz do dis to me. like sec3 class postin aso. im de onli stupid gal from 2/3 in 3/6. ok. so i am enjoyin it now. so i suppose i'll enjoy sec3 camp lo. but not wid groupmates like, ya. u noe hu la. sigh. sigh. sigh. how bloody frekin sad.

i wanna blade on mondae. den got bloody tuition. and jialin wanna go lib. celia agree to pei me go see see on mondae. but she sae if too ex she dun wanna go. so i tink i'll still be by my sorry little self. sigh. sigh. sigh.

i like cant wait to get back my bloody papers can? i juz wanna chuck amaths and physics but i cant wait to get back my humans!! so cant wait lA!!! AHHH!! haha.. abit mental. paiseh. haha..

my bloody sister's fren's bro is givin me 2 of his hamsters. YAY!!! so happi. haha.. cant wait to get it. haha.

i tink dat's about it la todae. nth much lo. juz a bloody wasted dae. yup. like dat lo. buaish!

|trombone chick wasted her day|

Thursday, May 13, 2004

Advertisement, Blading, Bucks, Cute Guys

harlow. i dun sound to happi do i? HARLOW!!! haha.. i am happi. reli. haha.. its like de end of de exams can?!?! WEE!! haha.. like, IM SO FREE CAN? im like, eh, dunno how to put it la. juz extremely happi nor.. haha..

anywae, juz thot i wanna tok about de guiness advert. i tink it rawks. alot. like how does it go?
"someone's gonna own land on the moon. be the next bollywood star. discover a new species. build that buisness empire. get the gurl. get dat car. get dat house."
and on and on la. i dunno e whole tink. den e last lin,"someone's gonna do it. why not u?" i tink it RELI rawks. so inspiring can?!?! walao~ haha.. diao.. and its veri catchy. how de lines go and all. den de bollywood star one veri farni. haha.. i tink its a great advert. abit inappropriate for Guiness Beer if u ask me. i mean like wads it gotta do wid bein somebody? haha.. but, yea. great advert all de same.

den deres de Vanilla Coke one? i tink dat one is SO hilarious. haha. makes me laf evrytime i see it. espicially e Simon Cowell one. haha. i tink e mafia guy veri cute. haha. so lame can? ask fer opinion den tell him wad to sae. haha.. so cute. i tink pepsi adverts are rather dumb. after dey got e gladiators now dey got F4, Jolin, EDISON CHEN!!, jay chou, and Sammi CHeng (i tink dats it) to do some.. eh.. dunno wad aso.. dey;'re like dressed in medieval blue clothes. and all look so stupid. but EDISON CHEN!! is frekin cute. haha. pepsi noe how to get e ryt ppl, but deir adverts abit dumb. haha..

i tink bein those ppl hu wryt adverts will be quite fun orh? haha.. but muz be creative. which am not. but never mind. i will not give up lookin after killer whales. haha.. i veri diao hor? haha.. wadeva. anywae, on wid de next subject.

blading. hmm.. we went bladin todae. SO FUN CAN? never see cute guys. haha.. diao. but it was so bloody fun. we bladed for 4 hrs nor. i blade until i wanna die onli got la. haha.. i fell once. and bled. i was helpin ansley over de hump. den like she fall and kinda pull me lo. but aso i fall on me own wan la.. haha.. not easy to hold someone's hand and go over de hump? and de bloody hump so frekin high. haha.. excuses. but anywae. hard great fun nor. ansley kept fallin. haha. and she kept screamin which freked us out so we were lall like PANIC PANIC!! haha.. but it was reli great. cant wait to go again. haha.. oh well.. next wek ba! haha..

Bucks. its actually money if u dun get it.. haha.. but eh. i was juz wonderin. wad wud u do to get a lotsa bucks? Survivor, Amazing Race, Fear Factor. aiya. all dat crap la. i tink i'll do fear factor. i looks quite fun. haha. but e eatin is gross. i wun mind e mammal parts. but insects is a no no. not juz insect la. anythin dat isnt mammal. haha. or mabe amazin race? haha.. u go all over e world. so cool can? all e sights and all. not dat u haf time to look at the sights and all. but still. haha.. diao.. i wun do survivor. dey'll vote me out first thing. racism and all. haha.. but i tink survivor quite cool hor?? haha.. i tink i'll still stick to fear factor. haha..

speakin of which. SURVIVOR. argh. i absolutely hate amber. how can she win? she sux can? she dun deserve it. at all lo. she like, cant even play her own stupid game. evrything juz tag along wid stupid Boston Rob who cant tok properly. not dat Boston Rob deserves it either. Rupert shud win. RUPERT MUZ GET E MILLION DOLLARS. IF DE AMERICAN PUBLIC GIF IT TO ROB I HATE THEM!! and dat stupid guy. propse to amber? dey frekin deserve each other lo. despicable bastards. i hate them. i absolutely hate them. juz die alredi. Rob C is still de best. haha.. he rawkz can? he wud haf lasted longer lo. if not fer FUCKIN BOSTON ROB. dats why i hate him to. fer votin my fave survivor of the island. hmph. U SUCK BOSTON ROB! i hope u and amber eternal misery wid each other! u stupid despicable bastards.

cute guys. sob. wun get to see babc anymore. e cute victorian guy? dats wad we call him la.. haha.. so sad can?? sigh.. oh well.. got other guys to look at. i suppose. haha.. oh well..

anywae, i tink i've wrytten enuf for todae. oh ya. i wanted to sae sumthing to daniel: u tink too much. eh. ya. u juz tink too much. mabe u shud like, i dunno. if u like are unhappi about de stuff u wryt about, mabe u shud tok to de person (i tink its valerie ryt?) about it or something? bottlin stuff up aint good u noe. and. eh. dun tink too much lo. veri stressful. haha..

so. ya. i tink i'll go. haha.. better go liao lo. wryt so much. haha. tml no sch! so happi. but wadeva. haha. bye!!

|trombone chick is more than elated|

Wednesday, May 12, 2004

whoa

the new blogger is like WHOA can? haha.. i like came in and its like, HUH? wad e hell? haha.. i so san ba.. so not updated.. haha.. ut it looks cooler, agree? haha.. like more, eh, how to sae? classy? haha.. kinda lor.. haha.. so anywae..

harlow. since i haven say. CAN U BELIF IT? TML E LAST PAPER CAN?!!?! YAY!! haha.. im like SO happi. haha.. cant wait!! AHH!! last paper!! yay!!! ok.. enuf.. haha.. but im so excited! i cant wait to get back my papers.. haha.. MUZ GET AT LEAST 2 A1s! haha.. i got veri high expectations of mmeself ya? haha.. diao.. why am i even sayin such stuff? haha.. i noe im gonna fail a maths and physics? haha.. i had so much time todae. mainly coz i cudn't do haf de questions? so in between each question i tok like 5 minute intervals to waste time.. haha.. anywae, as long as i pass me other subjuect can liao.. i'll get down to passin physics and a maths someday.. someday.. haha..

im suppose to be studyin for e maths. but im juz too happi. haha.. and i studied e other time liao. for paper 2 and all. i will study. later. maybe. haha.. i will.. i shud.. dun wanna fail. but lemme get over dis first ya? haha..

so anywae, deres dis RELI cute victorian guy hu cums to starbucks/gelare evrydae. but we tink he's attatched. sob. haha.. he very cute can? but he hangs put wid dis bloody idiot. de bloody idiot is aso in victoria. and he quite shuai can? but he so frekin inconsiderate lo. like yesterdae we go starbucks den go no space mar. so royce go ask dem if dey can share able and let us haf one la. den he was like tokin about all sorts of crap about how dey were studyin diff subjects so cant sit together. oh like juz FUCK U! so gentleman can u? idiot. got looks so wad? so frekin inconsiderate. bloody idiot. and de cute victorian? we tink he's attatched to dis TK gal. and she is SUCH A BLOODY BITCH. dat time we first 'meet' dem hor, she wudn't stop starin at us lo. so bitchy can? walao. ok so anywae. on wid something more meaningful. haha..

i was watchin american idol juz now. den i read all de smses ppl send in la. got something to sae bout it lo.

to all hu sae simon sucks:
u noe wad u ar? WEAK. dats wad u ar. pls la. u tink u'll do a TREMENDOUSLY good job at bein at judge izzit? if u were de judge and william hung were to sing fer u, wad u gonna sae? ur voice is de nicest i've ever heard and im so glad u joined dis programme. yea ryt. dun deny it can? deep down u juz agree wid him. coz we all noe it- he's ryt. he's 3/4 time ryt. so like stop dissin him juz coz ur weak and u cant take wad he saes about ur fave idol la hor. it is a somewad popularity contest, but its ultimate 'motive' is to find someone hu can sing, not juz a pretty face. if like paula and randy are gonna be relatively nice to e idols dere's need for someone to give dis ppl a reality check ryt? so de person is simon la. pls lo. he's obviously good. if not why u tink he's like judge for 2 idol shows liao? why is he manager fer some of e best celebrities? like duh? he's good can? so like he's words are true la. if u cant take it, dun watch la.

to all u hu hate fantasia:
admittedly, im a little biased. i do like her. i tink she's cute. but about her suckin? dats definately not true. if she sucks wads she doin in de final 4? why is she in a 'whole diff league' as simon puts it? she obviously can sing la pls. so like, stop sayin she sucks and dat like she quacks like a duck. u noe wad dat voice is called? its called UNIQUE. and i bet its better den haf u out dere hu hate her.

yep. dats bout it lo. den i read dis sms about diana lookin like Miss Piggy. u noe de one on sesame street? after much thot, i tink she does!! haha.. so farni can.. haha.. she does le.. but she can sing lo.. haha.. so, dun matter if she look like miss piggy.. haha.. i miss john stevens. i thot he was a good singer. but dunno why he kept gettin worse.. sigh. so sad.. haha.. and JPL. he so cute.. haha.. oh well.. and george huff.. haha.. diao.. i tink it'll be jasmine. she was de worse todae. i thot she was rather monotone le.. haha.. but i dunno la. cant sae much. coz i cant sing either. haha..

hmmm.. still got wad to sae le? oh ya. haha. i cant WAIT to see singapore idol. haha.. i wunder hu e judge ar? i read it in 8 daes but i forget liao. hmmzz.. i wunder if dis judges will be able to be as good as simon and dis ppl will be able to take de critisism. i hope so. cant stand those ppl hu tink dey're fantastic but dey suck. TREMENDOUSLY. all those 'i need a reality check' ppl. haha.. oh boy. cant wait fer singapore idol lo. haha..

so i tink i better go liao. go study fer me e maths. YAY! last paper! haha.. oh well.. bye!!

|trombone chick is elated|

Saturday, May 08, 2004

my apologies

harlow. am currently stuyin fer chem. well actually, am currently blogging my blog will get back to studyin chem in a while. supoosed to go airport todae, but like nobody aso, and not much in de mood to go out. so stay at home lo. so sian ryt? the sad sad life of a twemasekian without twe. saturdays are so weird without band. ok so anywae..

valerie: sorry fer draggin u into dis and fer assumin dat ur notthere. pai seh, stupidity on my part. so since ur not nothere, e words to notthere obviously dun apply to you. but anywae, twanz fer de suggestion about "tell them abt it, so they can change." yep. eh, i tod him. i guess. on my blog. and since he read it, dats kinda considered tellin him ryt.. haha.. so ur not scoldin me fer my opinions since u arent notthere.. so eh. ok. like dat lo. juz sorry fer draggin u into de picture.

daniel: sorri to u too fer draggin valerie into de situation. bleh~ pai seh. anywae. ok so about ur tag. ok, mabe u arent as hateful as i put u out to be la hor. i said hate har? sorri, i take it back, abit to strong.. sorri.. lets juz put it as i dun like ur in-band personality la har? and wen ur discussin about band stuff? how bout dat way? ur out-of-band personality, eh, i got nothing to say lo since i dun even noe u dat well outta band. about tellin u straightforward. eh. well dats kinda hard. eh, lets put it as im a type of wryt-it-down-but dun-tell de-person-to-the-face person ya? eh.. u cant reli expect me to go up to u and sae,"daniel i cant stand u in band" tryt.. wud u do it? dere isn't all dat much dat i cant take abit u.. juz like i said, de in-band personality thing. so since u read it in my blog liao i suppose it aint neccessary to still tell u ryt? yup.. eh, i guess ur welcum fer thankin me.. juz wan u to noe, i suppose ur not ALL dat bad, so if u are feelin not to good about urself (not tryin to sound to proud and all. lyk as if i haf de power to make ppl feel rotten.. dun get e wrong idea can? hehe..) dun worri.. we all suck in our own ways. as valerie said, no one is perfect. so i suppose there are ways dat ur nice in, juz i dunno la ya? so like.. eh.. ur not dat terrible i gues... out of band.. since valerie tod me to tell u so u can change, here's some suggestions: (even thou i noe i dun haf any ryt to tell u dis. but i thot it myt help..)
1) no need to be so perfectionist can? about de bossin my junior. remember shaun and how u kept complaining he wasnt in de ryt place? as i said to u de other time: as long as it doesnt like COMPLETELY wrong can liao.. so eh, dun yearn too much fer perfection, it stresses u out badly..
2) Nelson. he's alwaz de issue isnt he? as i said, dun assume he is de best player lo.. not dat he isnt.. in truth, im not too sure reli hu is better- him or selvam. but until we noe fer sure, lets not make any assumption ya? and face it, gloz isnt juz abit biased. he is veri biased. eh, and i dun tink its ryt fer him to juz tok to nelson coz he is 'better'. i feel gloz shud show de rest of us- espicially selvam(since he's de SL)- some respect dat we rytfully shud be shown. its juz my view u noe, if its diff from urs. not sayin mine's ryt.. but i juz tink urs isnt all dat ryt... ok, so mabe u din bellittle de rest of my section, but dat was actually not directly fer u.. but i juz included it in anywae.. das actually fer all out dere hu eh, ya, belittle my section. like gloz.
3) mabe u cud try to change ur in-band personality? eh.. its kinda juz de perfectionist thing la ya.. eh.. so.. mabe u cud try fer a start to treat ur fellow bandits a little be better? like eh, show dem eh, a little bit respect i guess. and dun be too bossy? i dun noe.. dun noe how to put ur in-band personality.. but eh.. i dunno lo..

i guess dats it lo.. since i dunno wad wud be the real you, u noe, out of band and all.. so does dat mean ur someone ar?? if u ar, de mirror thing.. haha.. it was juz sum stupid response.. but if ur not someone.. it still aplies.. hehe.. oh and de u dun deserve a gal thing? hehe.. i take dat back too.. i kinda juz typed it in fer fun.. sorry fer my nastiness.. bleh~

notthere: ok.. so ur not valerie.. i suppose ur proud of urself since i cant figure out hu u are.. but oh well, huever u are.. i cudn't care less.. since like ur too scared to let me noe hu u are.. den nvm lo..

eh, i guess dats it lo.. better get back to studyin i guess.. hmm.. so eh, like sorri to all if i've made u feel bad but eh.. sometimes i say without tinkin la ya.. so eh, sorri lo i guess..

oh well.. until next time..

|trombone chick studying for chemistry|

Friday, May 07, 2004

i lurve u all too

hey u all. its been de exams for so long.. haha.. i feel so.. er, hmm... dunno how ta sae.. haha.. oh well.. 4 paper left to go.. sigh.. so long.. so so long.. cant wait fer e after exams.. haha.. go out walk walk EVERYDAY.

anywae, to adress e topic of my tagboard.

notthere: if u are valerie, kindly leave ur name. as i said, sorry. so mabe i shudn't judge him since i dunno him. ok. i wun. i take back my words ya? so mabe he does deserve someone. who? well dats a hard one.. hmm.. anywae, so mabe u noe him better den me ya? mabe he potrays a diff person in my eye. but we sure are seeing diff ppl. he's prob like de moz lovely person in ur world, but oh no, not mine. and not in mani others either. why not u go ask around notthere? go on, go see how mani ppl like him. takin in de fact dat u myt be valerie. WELL DUH? of cuz he'll be nice to u. but is he nice to some of us. nooo.. not at all. u tink u noe evry side of him izzit? admittedly, neither do i. so he potrays de 'i suck' person to me, and de 'im de sweetest guy on earth' person to u. u tink he nice to u den he nice to de rest of de world ar? he's certainly not nice to some ppl. so he isn't nasty to de whole world or anything, but dat dun mean he aint no nasty k? dun so naive can? he dun treat ansley too nicely. (sorri anz.. hehe) dis is de daniel incident:

anz and daniel arguing about nelson and how he's de better player and how even thou selvam is more experienced, nelson is still de better player. therefore, OF CUZ gloz muz tok to de better player ryt? and no, gloz isn't TREMENDOUSLY baised, he's juz a teeny weeny bit biased. and nelson shud be hero-worshipped shudn't he? nelson shud be god shudn't he?

so wad does daniel noe anywae? dun tok about things u dunno k. dun act like u noe evrything. newaz, and he wasn't too nice to my junior either. durin de balloon hat fest. he kept bossin my junior around. and u tink de whole band likes him ar? not puttin words into anyones mouth or anything, but u tinik evrybody sees him as u see him mer? u tink he isn't irritatin. wad if u weren't his girlfren(assumin u are valerie) wad if u were one of us. lets see wad u'll tink.

so u'll tell me, wad if i was his galfren (scary..). ok, so mabe if i were i wudn't tink dis about him. but dat isn't much izzit, since im not his galfren and he doesn't do nothing to please me. so i cant seem him as u see him. so sorry. dis is juz wad i tink about him. in fact, im not sorry. its my opinions y noe. we all haf dem. unless u dun. im sure dere are ppl out dere whom u can stand. oh. unless ur heart is too red, too filled wid lurve, too good to hate anyone. den bugger off. and dun cum scold me for my opinions. coz if u get scolded fer ur opinion, how wud u feel huh?

go try see him from another view. i'll try seeing him frm another view. but dun expect me to see hu u see. yes, of cuz i dare insult daniel like dat. wad makes u tink he lurves me all dat much either. if u dun like me, im all fer it. but fer now, juz bugger off wid ya?

someone: so someone. no name har? ur parents gave u a name. be proud of it. u are such a coward. at least i make it clear to de frekin world hu i cant stand, how i feel. wad bout u? u wanna leave a tag, but dun even dare to leave ur name. hey, i dun take no offence in it la ya? sae wad u like, tink wad u pls. i dun mind if u hate me, cuz i probably hate u too. so if ur tinkin of coming back, here's to u: kindly leave ur name.

anywae, runniing into de wall.. hmm.. liek i said on e tagboard, why dun u try it too. or mabe try dis: see dat ugly face in de mirror? see it? do something about it wud ya? it aint doin de world no good. de world myt tink im de nastiest person on earth. but hey, if u knew me better, i onli do dis to ppl hu do it to me.

so someone, i tink ur either a) daniel or b) nelson. if its anyone else, haha.. so farni. it reli is farni u noe.. haha.. anywae, if u've got nothing better to sae other den leavin tremendously stupid comments (cant blame. tremendously stupid people do tremendously stupid things.) or if u aint got no nicer name den someone, kindly stop pollutin my tagboard. thanks.

daniel: about de incident wid ansley?

wad do u noe? how can u go on about dis type of stuff like as if ur in my section, like as if u noe evrything dat goes on, like as if u noes hu's de better player. u noe why u tink nelson's a better player? here's why: coz u've never heard selvam play. u noe why? coz u dear fren nelson is playin too loudly fer de rest of de section to be heard. oh. and de fact he's ur fren?

im not sayin nelson aint a good player. im not sayin his de best. im not sayin selvam is de best either. de band is not about being de best u noe. its about workin as a team. as Zat said: we go in as a team, we cum out as a team. its not about relyin on de better ones, de glory going to de etter ones, and de others rare juz de background- dere but hardly dere. everybody has a part to play ok, not juz de better players. im not sayin it aint good to be de better player. it is. but u dun stand out too much dat de rest cant be seen. its like our chi listening compre u noe. like micheal jordon cant score too many times if not it means de standard of de rest of dem is gettin lower.u dun act like nelson does. u dun make it into a one member band. u dun do it like ur de greatest coz ur 'de lead singer of de band'(My Band- D12). u GO IN AS A TEAM, COME OUT AS A TEAM. its teamwork k? its not juz about nelson coz he's de supposedly better player.

dun belittle de rest of cuz juz coz u dun hear us dat much. dun tink we aren't good juz coz u dun hear us dat much. dun juz assume dat nelson is de best player coz fer all u noe, he isn't. and wen u cum to realise it, u will see wad a fool u've been from overlookin de rest of us.

to all: im sorri if i've made any assumptions about u. if i've offended u in anyway, sorri. but i aint not gonna apologise fer wad i tink, wad i feel. dis is a free world. i dun assume haf de world out dere loves me. no. not at all. but if dey're too cowardly to pen it down, its deir problem. if i pen it down, it aint not my fault. my opinions are mine. all of us feel differently about diff things. dis is juz de wae i feel about it. i haf evry ryt to feel dis way and i aint no sayin ur wrong to feel de way u do about me. i aint blamin u. so dun u blame me. and dun u call me names because of de way i feel. but if u tink im a bitch and all dat crap(not becoz of wad i sae) its perfectly fine wid me. tell de world. i dun reli care. juz dun go around acussing me of not havin a heart juz becoz i cant stand de certain ppl ok. wad bout u? go look urself in de mirror. dun tell me dere aint no one u hate la k? onli mother teresa is capable of dat. so dun accuse me of havin no heart, coz if i dun, neither do u.

so anywae, on wid de programme. i tink alot of ppl tink i wanna be SL juz to beat nelson. whoops. aint not it hor.. juz tellin u.. i truly wanna improve my section. i do. yes, i do wanna beat nelson, but i got other reasons to be SL too.. haha.. but i dunno if i'll be de best option la.. truthfully, i guess we'll both make relaltively good SLs. i can make dem enjoy band, he can make dem better player. i guess if u wan my section to be better, he wud be de better option lo. but if u wan e section to grow in deir passion for music and improve bit by bit (slowly..) i gues i wud be de better option. haha.. so properganda. so 'im sellin myself'. shant tok bout it den.. haha..

so anywae, its been a SERIOUSLY long entry.. haha.. i tink i better go off now den.. bye..

|trombone chick lurves y'all too|

im sure dis entry will bring many more yimei-haters... haha.. cool..

ass club 7
twemasekian
saint
twumboner
27th sept 89
crazy
silly
loud
weird
fierce (so says xingwen)
scary
pretty when smiling, ugly when frowning (what xingwen? what?)
The Kinkies
dancing (for a strange reason)
lost
tong xin yuan
desperate housewives
las vejas
scrubs
tru calling
one tree hill
wonderfalls
grey's anatomy
love conceirge
josh duhamel (the heavennly king of hotness. haha. so wrong)
tyron leitso
elijah wood
orlando bloom
brad pitt
rock
4unity
mcr
lotr
marine biologist/zookeeper
killer whales
hamsters (tousie&truffles)
sealions
otters





ansley
jialin
celia
xingwen
yilin
qazim
brian
royce
lek
sister
pamela

zat
eugene
guangrong
zhijian
weijian
rickson
victoria
meilan
farah
chinghee
benjamin
shaun
marcus
nicholas
twebones
twe

rochelle
wenmin
shawna
dinie
jiawei

alicia
sharon
weiqin
junjie
cindy
shioks
mychelle.buttercup
xiaowei.bubbles

angelyn
hong heng

credits

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