Tuesday, June 29, 2004
A day of Band
Today's band was fun. And rather fruitful if you put it that way. Very satisfying. Haha. Let's start with school la ya? Haha. It was such a freaking long day. The first half was pretty ok. Then, after recess, I so totally felt like sleeping. We had PE today. Took height and weight. I grew. 0.5 cm. Rather pathetic really. And i realised that my shoes are SUPER thick. They are 2.5 cm thick. So, I'm not tall really. I just look it because of my stupid shoes. Yep. And the weighing machine was spoilt. I suspect. The whole class lost weight. Which is ridiculous because we jsut came back from the holidays. Nobody loses weight over holidays. Gain yes, lose no. After that, i mainly stoned abit through the rest of the classes. Then after school, me and XingWen kind of rushed to the Band Room. Cause he like needed to shit. Yup. Then i went into the Band Room and all, to prepare my things. I was then called upon to talk to Mr Glosz. Can't say much about that. SO anyway, after that, we had musical band. And we did that Journey song that Zat and Xingwen wrote. Which is really nice. Love it. Then went back to join Main Band. Played Loch Lomond. Mr Glosz loved the 2nd's last note. Haha. Then we did Merry Widow. And we wanted to hear the Lower Brass Ensemble, but ended up listening to my section. He told us to be more bright and all. Then made us play Rehearsal 1. Then told us that whatever we did over the past 3 weeks that he didn't see us was good and to keep it up. =) He said we were getting there. =) waHAHAHA. So freaking happy. Haha. THen we did the last part, and he conducted it like SUPER fast and it was so funny seeing everybody panicking I couldn't play due to my laughing fit. Haha. Tried the 2nd time round but couldn't as i wasn't fast enough. Need to go practice that part. Really fast. Then we had a committee meeting. Yup. That's about it for today really.
I don't know why i put it all into one paragraph. Haha. Oh well. I think I shall go now. Want to play games. Haha. Again. Bye.
|trombone chick really happy about today's rehearsal|
the angels sang over and over again__ 9:15 PM;
Saturday, June 26, 2004
Musical Day
Hello. Yet again, I'm using my sister's laptop. Which is SO cool. Haha. Whatever. I can't wait to get one too. But I highly doubt my dad will let me buy one. I don't think you need one in JC right? Whereas my sister on the otherhand, her school makes it compulsory to get a laptop. Everybody. Whatever course you are taking. I think. Haha. So if you want a laptop, go to NgeeAnn Polytechnic. You won't have to come up with an excuse for your parents to buy a laptop. Just tell them it's compulsory in school.
So anyway, today was Musical Day. Which means we had musical rehearsal. Haha. Duh. Anyway, today's musical was pretty ok. Cause it flowed pretty quickly. And we only had to run through once. Thank God for that. Then the other people stayed back to practice their grand finale or something till 4. Here's a good reason to not appear one stage. Haha. Oh well. But at least we'll be heard huh? Haha. They showed us this few clips taken from the movie, "Music from the Heart". I think. Anyway, it was suppose to inspire us or something. Eh. Yeah. A few quotes from the movie. This kid, a boy, he was like, "I can't practice and rehearse at the same time." Oh something along that line anyway. So Zat kept harping on it the whole practice. I hope it got into the heads of some supremely thick-headed people. Oh, I'm not talking about Nelson. Some other people. So anyway. Then there's this line, I think it's "Play from your heart." Cool. Yup. Haha. It would be just what Zat and Glosz wants. You know? Like to play with emotion which our band doesn't seem to be able to do. Properly. Oh well. I can't remember any other lines. Haha. Well half the band time was yet again spent sitting down there doing nothing again. After that, we went for 15 minutes break and then joined back Maind Band to play Loch Lomond conducted by Aaron. Then Zat went on to harp about not being able to practice and rehearse at the same time. Then he told the rest of the Band of how he wants us to play flawless music, music which no one can find fault in. Which would be so cool if we could do it. That's not very inspiring. Let's put it this way, I really believe our band can do it, produce flawless music, but not with our batch of people. Not that our batch is lousy, or isn't determined enough, but, I don't know how to put it la. Oh well, I do hope that we can do it. So, everybody must work TREMENDOUSLY hard to get there. Shaun was taking the rest of them for sectionals today. I went to watch them. Shaun is so funny. Haha. He looks abit tootish up there taking sectionals. Haha. But all he needs is a bit more training. Haha. And he needs to open his ears and eyes and hear the wrong stuff and see the dynamic markings. And he needs to bring a metronome. The people were unable to keep pulse. Oh well. After Loch Lomond, Musical people had to stay back to practice Journey Overture. Before that, Zat talked to the Sec 3 committee and told us why it wasn't stupid to come up with goals because those goals will give us a direction to work in. But what about those people who don't even know what their goals are, even after you gave them examples? What about them? They'll have no direction to work in? Hmm. So anywya, stayed for about 15 minutes only then we were released.
Ansley told me some stuff. About some REALLY irritating person. I really getting pissed off by that REALLY irritating person. I mean, if you want to makes troubles for yourself, go ahead, but don't drag other people into. If you don't want to go, DON'T. What wrong with you? Leech are? Must stick to them ar? Can't you like revert back to your lovely friend from the past? Huh? Don't want you anymore, does she? Like please la, you couldn't be anymore irritating could you. And when things aren't yours, don't take it. And smile to the owner like it's very funny. Because it's NOT, get it? It's NOT. And it's rude to just take it like that. Bloody irritating.
Anyway, have I written about it? I've got new specs! Whee! They're so cool. Haha. I LOVE my new specs. They look so much nicer than my stupid old ones. And it's purple! Me fave colour! The colour of gays and the sexually deprived. Haha. Whatever. Eugene was like talking to me this morning. More like questioning me. But anyway, then his last question was like, "You got new specs." -_-' Right. Haha. Then Victoria finally got to see my new specs. Haha. Cause I'd been changing specs for the past few days, from my sister's old ones to her current ones. So each time i changed, she thought it was new. Now THIS is new. Haha. So cool. I love my specs.
I think i shall go now. I want to play games. Haha. Bye!
|trombone chick loves her new specs|
the angels sang over and over again__ 7:21 PM;
Friday, June 25, 2004
I am unable to think of a title. Thus, I shall not write one. Ok. Whatever. Haha.. Yes. SO anyway, today was a pretty fun day? Didn't do much really. Only took neoprints. Yup. Haha.. Oh well. Before that, Celia and I had tuition. Which we spent the longest time ever. Cause that stupid guy kept making us do more questions lo! What only. So we like spent half the day there. So freaking boring. Doing stupid maths.
Anyhow, Bugis. I had pancakes for dinner. So pitiful right? Haha.. Because Yilin and Celia were having tomyam soup. And I'm allergic to seafood? So yup. Nothing else to eat. Thus, I ate pancakes and drank Mango Tango. Which totally rocks!! If you don't know what I'm talking about, it's mango smoothie with mango pieces. So nice! I love mango. Haha.. You must try it! Rockery at Bugis. Haha.. So anyway, after we dinner, we just walked around. I think. Then we went on to take neoprints. Which was really fun, as usual. Took the 21 shots one. So fun. That machine is so cool. I love it. It makes you panic and all. Haha.. But we had already thought of 21 poses before hand. So not that
panicky. Haha.. Yup. Then walked abit more and then went home.
Anyway, I wonder if you can take Percussion exams. You know like, you take piano? Then Grade 1, Grade 2 all that stuff? Can you do it as a Percussionist? Hmm.. Anyone care to tell me? I think it'll be pretty cool to take exams for your, er, instruments. But if you get all the certificates but don't play in a professional band isn't it abit wasted? Hmm.. It's kind of saddening, the knowledge that after I leave Temasek, I'll never play a trombone ever again? My fave Vincent Bach rotting 78470 lacquer trombone? Sobs. Oh well. I mean, I can join a JC band and all. But that would mean going to SAJC, which I don't want to. Sian. Oh well. Must keep going back to Temasek then.
I think our band's theory isn't all that strong. Maybe that's why people can't read all those Italian/German words on our score and thus can't play the song to the, er, fullest? We should have theory classes. Haha.. I know the whole band will hate it and all and they most probably wouldn't learn much. Ok. Theory classes are out of the question. Haha..
Anyway, I think i shall be going now. Got to do some other stuff. School starts in 50 hours plus. Sigh. Oh well. Bye!
the angels sang over and over again__ 9:35 PM;
Thursday, June 24, 2004
Pathetic Excuses and The Weird Mouse
Ok. I was through typing an entry just now, and it all got wiped out. So, I'm kind of irritated. Therefore, I shall make the story shorter. Anyway. Eugene had a talk with Nelson. Nelson asked Eugene if he had heard about his and my blog. Then he went on about how I had been lying about him in my blog and all the stuff I said can't be believed. And most amazing of all? He denied writing all that crap about the system of choosing the Majors was just a popularity contest. Guess what excuse he had for that?
"Someone wrote it to frame me."
Whatever
He can't even make up a decent excuse for all the shit he spouted. If you don't have the guts to admit to what you say, then don't say it? Why bother typing out entries about how pathetic you felt the band was when all you can say afterwards is, "I didn't do it. Someone framed me."
Do you know how what a freaking cowardly act that is?
I remember ok? When I told XingWen that you had a blog, we happened to be going fro breakfast and you happened to be walking up to class. Therefore, XingWen approached you and ask for the address. And YOU, yes YOU!, told him nelson_lee.blogspot.com! It came out of your bloody mouth ok? You have the guts to type it out, but now you don't have the guts to admit it?
What are you going to do? Go running to Mr Glosz again complaining about how i FRAMED you in my blog again?
Do you think I don't know what you do? Do you think no one tells me? You were telling Mr Glosz all about my blog, all about how I wrote about you in my blog and how I put him into my Out Of Vocab list. You know how underhand that is? Do you think by doing something as underhand as that then they won't give me a post or something? You are such a pig Nelson, such a freaking pig. Only people like you stoop to such low levels as to get other Band Members into trouble. Only pigs like you.
And you know what Nelson?
Whatever. I don't care. What they've told me is true. If you want to be an island, be one then. Let's see who loses out in the end. If you do not want to work with me, glad to say that the feelings are mutual. But I will be happy to run this Band with HaoJie alone if that means the Band might be able to function better because our Drum Major is too busy thinking of pathetic excuses for his actions.
Get a life Nelson, get a fucking life.
Yes. So anyway, the weird mouse. This computer is totally not working. My dad needs to buy one more and a new printer as well. That acually works. The mouse, is working. But guess what? It's permanantly(wrong spelling..) stuck in one postition. Thus, I am unable to see where I am navigating. Which is pretty tough. Haha.. I don't know either, what to do. Haha.. Oh well. And I don't know why but the bloody font on this computer is huge. I mean like, all these words I'm posting, are so big! Haha.. Way bigger than my computer downstairs anyway. Haha.. Ok. Anyway, i think I better go. Haha.. Bye!
|trombone chick has a big ulcer that really hurts. Ouch.|
the angels sang over and over again__ 11:17 PM;
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
Blah Blah Blah
I can't think of a title. For today's entry that is. Oh well. I'm using my sister's laptop again. It's kind of hard to type with it on the ground. Yup.
So anyway, today was a useless day. I spent the whole day lazing about at home. Helped mum mope the house, sat down and watch tv from 12 plus to 230, went upstairs and laze around. Fell asleep and woke up at 4. Watched more tv. And now, we're going out for dinner. Haha.. What a crappy day. I've yet to start on a single piece of homework. Still. Haha.. I don't know how i'm going to complete it all by the time school starts. Ok, so i'm not really going to. But i doubt half the class will. Only certain people will. Oh well. I hate holiday homework. I mean, it's a holiday and all. Why must they give us so much homework for? Can't they just let us enjoy our freaking HOLIDAYS? Sigh..
Tommorrow is musical day. Again. I'm getting really sick of having to wait down there all the time. Sian. Oh. And they're colleccting the stupid tickets tommorrow. I'm still left with 3. I don't know what their problems are. They only know how to go on about how we haven't out in effort in selling the stupid things. But seriously, who wants to buy? I mean, even if they do, they wouldn't buy $10 tickets which you can't see anything with!! Argh! I can't wait for this to be finally over. Next Friday. Finally.
Darn. School is starting next Monday. Dang. Why so fast? The holidays are always so short. I wish we had summer holidays or something. Haha.. That would be cool. Overseas, they have so many freaking holidays! First it's summer, then it's thanksgiving; winter; christmas and all sorts of holidays. My, they are SO lucky. I wish we had as many holidays as they did. Sian.
Anyway, i think i better go. We're about to go off liao. And i have other stuff to do. So bye!
the angels sang over and over again__ 6:19 PM;
Sunday, June 20, 2004
People I Know
There are a few types of people i know out there. There are the loud ones, the quiet ones, the irritating ones, the slutty ones, the filthy ones and many more. Let's talk about some shall we?
Attention Seeker: You are the world's most irritating friend i've ever met. Like get of my back already. Wasn't it pretty obvious that we coudln't stand you? Why are you such an attention-seeker? Why do you have to attract people so badly. Why do you have to laugh, speak, scream, do things the way you do? You are SUCH an attention seeker.
Does that sound like yoU? I think attention seekers suffer some sort of mental illness. It's like drug addicts. Without attention, they go into withdrawal sypmtioms and want to die. That's the way life goes for attention seekers. They do things as loud as humanly possible, just to get your attention. Word of advice, you need a councillor.
Friend 2: What do you take us as? Your alternatives ar? Your last resort? So she doesn't want you anymore than you come with us la? And why are you so freaking stubborn? Why can't you just listen when we tell you to and do the freaking right thing. Is it very very hard to do the right thing? Dang. You are worst then Attention Seeker.
This type of people, are one of the worst of friends. They don't even take you seriously. They show you their colours when they want to, and other times, are perfectly nice. Don't make friends with them.
Then there are the friends who are really nice yet they often talk bad about you. This type of friends le, really dissappinting. I mean like, you're both so close to each other le. You share everything with one another. Then she/he gets new friends and practically ignores you. That is freaking saddening. Sigh.
Filth, a.k.a MaryFUCKAnn, is also an Attention Seeker. Why do you think she does all those things? So bloody irritating. She accuses us based on nothing. What does she know? What right does she have to say all those things? She is so disgusting. She totally needs a councillor. Actually, i don't think a councillor will even help. She should just do the world a favour and kill herself.
The Big Heads are another group of people. Nelson, obviously, belongs in that group. I bet you're very please with yourself huh? Being Drum Major and all. But if you don't change that attitude of yours, i don't know how far you're going to get. You really need to resize that head of yours. As Zat said, i hate you and you hate me, so lets make this easy for each other ok? I really can't imagine having to work with you. Dang.
It's really funny that Eugene talked to Nelson about his attitude. Haha.. I wonder what he said. Shall ask him on Tuesday. Haha.. Oh well. I hope Eugene manage to knock some sense into Nelson. But knowing Nelson, it won't work. Anyway, i think i want to go watch MTV. Haha. Bye.
|trombone chick pondering about who her real friends are|
the angels sang over and over again__ 9:11 PM;
Saturday, June 19, 2004
Boredom
I am what you would call EXTREMELY bored. Sian. It's like nothing to do around here. Actually, i do have stuff to do. But since i do not have a laserjet printer, i'm unable to do it. I feel like getting a new printer. I want dad to get a new one anyway. My old one is so old and irritating i feel like.. Doing something to it. Haha.. Sian. I can't believe it. The bloody holidays are over next week and i have not done a single one of my homeworks yet. Dang. I keep telling myself i must go to that stupid website and check out all those stupid homework but i never get down to it!! Dang. I'm stil looking for a bloody skin for my bloody blog. Dang. Anyway, on with the topic.
MaryFUCKAnne
What's your freaking problem? Like whatever lo. Hate us so much. You're just jealous you know. Jealous because we're better than you. So what if we think we are cool just because we can play instuments. At least we can do something worthwhile in our lives. How about yoU? You are such a freaking loser. You can't even run properly. Can't even do you already pathetic track team proud. Ha. Don't act like you're very good. Cause you're not. You can't do anything right. You can run right, can't study right, can't even act like a butch right. All you can say is how girly some girls are, how you can stand their attitude. Oh. Ya. How about you? Having a boyfriend and all the shit. Shengy? You not how freaking girly that is? It just oozes with girlyness. All that shit about us being fuckwits and all? You're just fucking jealous of us ok. You don't need friends. Whatever. Nobody needs you, nor WANTS you. You are so disgusting. You're filth. All that shit about sex. How disgusting can you be? Don't proclaim to the world about all those disgusting things you think you can do. Cause when it comes down to it, you can't. Because you're just a fucking coward who is jealous of everyone around you and talks big just to create an image of yourself. That isn't even real. You are so in total denial. Don't put it so nicely that you don't need anyone ok? You do, you just can't get anyone cause you're bloody disgusting filth.
Oh well. I think i shall end here today. Not much to say anyway. Haha.. Bye!!
|trombone chick is disgusted by such filth in the society|
the angels sang over and over again__ 8:28 PM;
Friday, June 18, 2004
Question and Answer
1. Your name spelled backwards?
» Let's see. Tan Yi Mei. Backwards would then be, Iem Iy Nat. Right.. However you're going to pronounce that..
2. Where were your parents born?
» Both in Malaysia
3. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
» No idea. I think it was some band song. Hmm..
4. Last time you swam in a pool?
» So long ago that i am unable to remember.
5. Have you ever been in a school play?
» Now i am. But it's a musical. And i'm not acting. Is that considered?
6. How many kids do you want?
» How would i know? I'll think of it when the time comes..
7. Type of music you dislike most?
» Techno and Dance
8. Are you registered to vote?
» Er. Is 15 registered?
9. Do you have cable?
» Yes, thank goodness.
10. Have you ever ridden on a mop?
» Mop as in those things you use to clean the floor? I hope not..
11. Ever prank call anybody?
» Not that i can remember of..
12. Ever get a parking ticket?
» I can't drive see..
13. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
» I won't go sky diving..
14. Furthest place you ever travelled?
» America i believe
15. Do you have a garden?
» Yes
16. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?
» My national anthem? I'm Malaysian, but live in Singapore. Thus, my national anthem would be..? If the Singapore one is it, I think so. Malayasian one, not at all. I only know it's called Negara Ku or somthing.. Haha..
17. Bath or Shower, morning or night?
» I would rather bath. But since i do not have a bathtub. Well i bathe twice a day..
18. Best movie you've seen in the past month?
» Would May be the past month? If so, Troy it is.
19. Favorite pizza topping?
» Pepperoni i believe
20. Chips or popcorn?
» Chips
21. What color lipstick do you usually wear?
» I'm allergic to cosmetics
22. Have you ever smoked peanut shells?
» How do you even do that?!
23. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
» No, don't want to.
24. Orange Juice or apple?
» Neither. Mango suits me better.
25. When and who was the last person u went out on a date?
» Never been on one.
26. Favorite type chocolate bar?
» Kinder Brueno. How do you spell it?
27. When was the last time you voted at the polls?
» Eh. Can't remember.
28. Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
» I don't grow veges.
29. Have you ever won a trophy?
» Eh. Yeah.
30. Are you a good cook?
» No. I don't think so.
31. Ever order an article from an infomercial?
» A what?!
32. Sprite or 7-up?
» eh. sprite?
33. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to work?
» Never worked.
34. Last thing you bought at a pharmacy?
» An inhaler i think.
35. Ever thrown up in public?
» I'm not too sure about that.
36. Would you prefer being a millionaire or find true love?
» true love i think.
37. Do you believe in love at first sight?
» I suppose so.
38. Can ex-es be friends?
» I do believe so.
39. Who was the last person you visited in a hospital?
>> Erm. Can't remember.
40. Did you have a lot of hair when you were a baby?
» Yes.
41. What is in your room?
» Bed, table, chair, lots of books, pillow, mattress, pictures, frames, world map, SEA map, shelves, radio, soft toys, posters, Glitter Lamp, wardrobe, clothes, loads of other crap.
42. Favorite thing to do before bedtime?
» Eh. No idea.
Right. So that's it. Saw it on Marcus' blog. He saw it on Rickson's. It looked rather fun, so i decided to do it too. Haha.. Whatever. Anyway, today was the first ever Festival Winds REhearsal. Was rather scary. But we weren't the only ones unprepared. Phew~ Haha.. Other than that, nothing really happened. Oh. Farah told me the St. Patricks trombone guy, Dinie, said I was good. WHEE! Haha.. So happy. But how he tell le? I wasn't sitting anywhere near him. Haha.. He also said that Nelson and Renliang were quite good, but were action. Haha.. So funny. Nelson- quite good, Me- good. Haha.. I've never heard that before. But oh well. Happy happy. Haha.. I think i better go. Got other stuff to do. Haha.. Bye!!
|trombone chick survived the first Festival Winds Rehearsal|
the angels sang over and over again__ 10:09 PM;
Thursday, June 17, 2004
Stupid Template
Harlow. As you should be able to notice, my bloody template is yet again NOT working. Bloody template. At first it wasn't working, then i went on a second time and it worked. Now it isn't. Like mood swing or something? The template so nice. I like, don't want to change can? Sigh. But i guess i will have to. If i don't want my blog to look so freaking boring. Sigh.
Anyway, there was musical band today. So sickening. Why can't they just record us? Like they do to the choir and singers? Hmm.. Not that i mind playing or anything, you know? I just think that we have better things to do than to just sit around waiting for the others who are unprepared. Sickening. Like today, sat down there for don't know how long without doing much. Sian. Next practice, this Saturday, i'm definately going to bring my storybook down. At least that would be something to do instead of just sitting there listlessly.
Tommorrow will be our first Festival Winds Rehearsal. Shit. Total crap. I am so going to embarrass myself. How do you spell embarrass? Hmm.. Anyway. I do not know a single crap! PANIC PANIC! And the notes are so freaking high i obviously can't reach them. So like what to do ner? Sian. I can't play 2nd. Not that 2nd's anything wrong. But if i play 2nd, no one will play 1st from TWE. Which is rather saddening. And i WILL NOT allow Nelson to play 1st. He's suppose to stick to 3rd. So he better. Anyway, need to go to school tommorrow to get my stuff. So many things to bring there! Mute, stand, trombone. All of which are very bulky. I have no idea where i'm going to put my stupid mute. And we need to borrow cup mute from the other schools. Dang. I hope they have enough to lend us. Dang. Oh well. Tommorrow is definately a bad day. Sigh.
Guess what? I'm using my stupid sister's laptop. It's rather cool. Just really big and bulky. And the bloody mouse. It's as typical laptop goes- you use your stupid finger. So freaking hard to control can? Walao.. So it's like always going out off control and all. Diao. Haha.. Oh whatever. I think i better go now. Need to go look for template. Sob. No more circles of love. Double Sob. Haha.. Whatever. Bye!
|trombone chick looking for new template|
the angels sang over and over again__ 9:40 PM;
Monday, June 14, 2004
Band Camp, Election Results and Class Barbeque
Ok. How do you spell barbeque? Did i spell it correctly? Hmm.. It has been forever since i last blogged. Sorry. Just been so busy and all. Oh well. Now i'm blogging! Whatever.
Band Camp
I can't remember much really. Nothing really significant that i can remember. Hmm.. First day games were retarded. I admit. Sorry all those out there who were unable to enjoy the Freindship Dance. It was thought of on the day itself. As for the second day, the games weren't really fun, were it? Can't really remember either. Oh. We line danced on the first day. Haha.. Band Camp tradition. That was fun. I liked it. Haha.. The games on the third day was fun. I hope. Everybody seemed rather happy. An wet. I think the were happy mostly because there were prizes. Haha.. Everybody got something anyway. Because we gave out consolation prizes. Haha.. Other then that, i really can't remember anything about Band Camp. Oops.
Election Results
Well. It's out. Finally. Haha.. Ok. I really really regret what i did now. Like which stupid part of my dumb brain made me vote for the person i voted for? Dang. This is really bad. Sigh. Can you imagine? Having to work with Nelson and HaoJie? I mean, it was better before that, when XingWen was BMM. But he's not! Dang. So now, i'm like, by my sorry little self or something. Dang. Very very bad. Oh. I'm trombone SL as well. Haha.. What i wanted in the first place until i got more than i bargained for. Haha.. Dang. I'll be so bloody busy. Haha.. I rather they give it to Nelson. But since it's me, i'm happy too. Haha.. Whatever. Ansley's Saxophone SL. I already told her. She didn't believe me. Jialin's libarian understudy. Er. Right. Why couldn't they just make her libarian? Haha.. Diao. How come Sandy treasurer? Very funny le. Haha.. i mean like, anybody can be treasurer. So why not pick somebody in my level? Hmm..
Class BBQ
It was the class bbq yesterday. Nothing really fantastic. But fun all the same. Maybe i not too close with all of them yet, so didn't really have as much fun as the rest might have. That's the problem when all your friends are in Band. Oh well. Anyway. The sea was nice. Haha.. we took our food and sat by the sea there. That was really nice. The breeze and all. The playground was REALLY nice. Haha.. The disk thingy was so cool! Haha.. Celia, YiLin and I went onto it. And WenBin pushed us. Haha.. Then we went onto the Flyin Fox thingy. I was on it. Then very hard to get off cause the rubber bottom was like sticking to my bottom. And WenBin was there so like very hard to do in front of him. So embarrassing. so it took my quite some time to get off but WenBin got impatient and he pushed me back and forth can? So scary. But very fun. Because he went very fast. Haha.. I found a few things about my classmates yesterday. Nothing major. I think. Just who got crush on who. And it's amazing who has a crush and who. Really. Haha.. Went back with JoonTat. Because he like stays down the road from me. Yep. Was really late. Midnight like that. And the bloody mosquitoes in Pasir Ris park made us itch all so badly. Haha.. Anyway, really wanna go back there now. Haha.. Maybe we'll go there to skate next time? Haha.. See lo.
I think that's about it. Can't wait to go skating again. But everybody has no time. What with musical rehearsal and all. Sigh. Oh well. I've just realised that i've been unfair to Friend. She really is very nice, a really good friend. I suppose she just can't help being a bloody gossip. Oh well. Whatever. So until next time, ciao!
|trombone chick is BMA. WHEE!!|
the angels sang over and over again__ 10:09 PM;
Wednesday, June 02, 2004
Friend, what went wrong?
Hello. Currently very free even though i'm supposed to be very busy right now. I do not have the numbers i need, neither do i have the schedule that Nelson was suppose to send back to me ASAP. Therefore, i have NOTHING WHATSOEVER to do. Not that i'm blaming anyone. No. Don't get the wrong idea. But, whatever. If you notice, i'm typing in proper english. Haha.. I've found out that it is irritating to read inproper english on people's blog. Therefore, i've decided to use it properly. But, whatever. Shall get on with the topic.
Friend, what went wrong? What have i ever done to you? I've never spoken behind your back. At most, i told Ansley that you neglect me. Is that wrong? Do i not deserve attention from my best friend? Why do you treat me the way you do? Why do you get all cold around us, and yet with them, you're so cheerful, treating them so well.
What have we done to deserve the treatment we receive from you?
I've know you since Sec 1. Compare they way you treat them to the way you treat me. Whose on the better end. Me or you? I've never gossiped about you. But what about you? What were you doing during our Sec 3 camp? Don't call me a gossip. Look at you. What are you?
I suppose you think you don't.
You want to know everything. Everyone's problems. Everyone's secrets. So we tell it to you. Do you share with us anything? Do you? Yes you do. You share with us other people's problems. Other people's secrets. You know what that's called? It's called gossiping. Don't label other people other things. Don't say we aren't fantastic people.
You aren't either.
Don't call YiLin double-sided tape. What about you? One moment you gossip about us, another you gossip about them. Don't say you don't like use because we talk too much. We gossip too much. So tell me, you guys are like saints la? Too nice to say anything about other people?
What goes around comes around.
Continue gossiping, Friend. Continue. Tell them we suck. Tell us they suck. At the end of the day, who ends up with nothing? Them? Us? No. You do. And when that day comes don't come running to either of us because you have no one left. No one left because you gossiped us all away.
I still treat you as a friend though.
You've been a great friend. Since Sec 1. You've listened to everything i've had to tell you. I'm sure you're a great friend to every other one of your friends. In truth, you're a great person. Really nice to be with and all. But if you don't stop gossiping, you'll end up in no good. You might want to give it a thought about they way you treat you're friends.
You don't want to lose us all.
|trombone chick is dissappointed at her best friend|
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