Thursday, July 29, 2004
How Come
"How come we dont even talk no more
And you dont even call no more
We dont barely keep in touch at all
And I dont even feel the same love when we hug no more
And I heard it through the grape vine we even beefin now
After all the years we been down
Aint no way no how, this bullshit can be true
We family and aint a damn thing changed, unless it's you"
I know we aren't exactly best of friends or anything, but I really enjoyed those days hanging out with you. I really did. We would always go out and take neoprints and all, even if we didn't have any money. I really love taking those neoprints with you. It was tremendous fun. The whole June holidays, I went out with you more often than I did with my usual friends. I miss those days.
How come. We don't even talk no more.
I don't know why. But I just don't like it when you hang out with them. Trust me, I think what I'm feeling is weird too. But I don't know. Maybe I just don't like them ya? Like I already told you. You don't belong to me. I know. But I just can't stand it when you hang out with them. It's like, you guys are always together and all. And we don't even hang out anymore.
We don't barely keep in touch and all.
It's a so near yet so far thing. A sms doesn't change anything you know. It makes me feel better. I guess. But it's in the other person to act the way he/she does. So do you think he/she'll listen? I see that person display that attitude all the time. I know you will tell me that I just don't know that person, that the person is actually very nice. Let's just put it this way, I just can't bring myself to appreciate that person. Without any apparent reason. Sorry.
I miss those days. I wish we could have them back. But things aren't that simple anymore. I told you that you were too sensitive, you'll probably tell me I'm too sensitive. But I don't think it'll ever be the same anymore. It'll just be the occasional comments and the occasional laughs shared.
In short, I miss you.
I've come to realise all my friends are in Band. Which isn't exactly a bad thing. Haha.. Brian would call me CCAist. Oh well. Today, went with Benny, Xing Wen and Eden to Giant to hunt for food. It was so fun. Haha. Really. Even if hunting for food doesn't sound that interesting to you, it is, depending on who you go with. We were acting all aunty and all, trying out all the food. So stupid. We tried the chicken cocktails twice can? Haha.. So silly. We joked about all sorts of silly stuff. Like feeding the Band dog food and if they would find out. Haha.. Benny suggested drinking washing detergent. Whatever. Haha..
Anyway, in class today, Xingwen and I were acting all silly. He was drawing people. Oh man, he really sucks at that. Haha.. We looked like monsters can?! Espicially me and him. Then Nelson looked like Spongebob Squarepants. We all just looked supremely idiotic and hideous. Haha.. SOO funny. I must scan it into my computer someday. Haha..
This colour thing is SO fun. Haha.. Whatever. I think I better be going. Bye!
the angels sang over and over again__ 8:19 PM;
Sunday, July 25, 2004
Haha
I'm suppose to be studying for geography. Oh well. I lost my notes, so I don't have much to study from. Reading through is pretty pointless, nothing much can be learnt from that thing. The workbook just totally confuses me. So, now I'm trying to learn online. There's this site, it's so funny. It's got the funniest animations about the plate movements. Haha..
Yesterday was Festival Winds rehearsal. It was 8 to 5. 8 to 12 was sectionals. 1:30 to 5 was Full Band. That Kok Hoe person. Oh man. He derives joy from making fun of me. He forgot my name, yet again. He forgot Nelson's too. He was asking me, "What son ar?" Then he asked me if I thought Colin was handsome. I was like, right.. Then he told me to just say yes or no. So I said ok lo. And he went, "Colin!!" But obviously he didn't say anything. Like still not satisfied or something, he asked me what I thought of Dinie. Ok.. Then he don't want to play 2nd for Legends and Heroes, so happily put me there. Then like very funny like that, he kept laughing. Saints also. FIrst he switched me to 2nd, then he switched me back again to 1st. During Full Band, he tried to imitate the Cornet's Top C. He sounded like he was being strangled. When I switched to 2nd, i was going to sit down between him and Hanling, then he said, "I don't want you to sit next to me. Dinie! Come here!" Fine la. Then he kept doing silly things. Then, Mr Glosz was asking about the SFW tickets, and our school sold the most. So, he got them to clap for us la. Then Kok Hoe clap until like very sarcastic like that. Oh man. Then when we were leaving, he kept telling me must practice. We were outside the school liao and I was talking to Eugene. He came pass in a car. Then he kept doing the trombone slide movements and mouthing, Must practice! Must practice! Then he keep laughing. His friend in front also, keep laughing. SO embarrassing lo. Walao. His antics are so silly. Haha.. I shall just ignore him next week. Haha..
Speaking of which. I'm so freaking proud of myself. Haha.. FOr mangaing to sell so many freaking tickets. Of course, I must thank all those people in Band who sold their tickets too la, and those who are going. As for those who aren't, I don't know what to say la. Anyway, thanks also to those people who helped me sell, Chin Ghee, Ansley, Michelle and those people who bought from me. Haha. Thank god for these people if not I won't know what to do with those tickets. Haha. Currently left with 9 tickets, so anyone who still wants to buy, come to me quick! It's all $13 tickets. Haha..
Zat told us, there was these guy, who looked him and Eugene up and down and asked, "What's you secret of selling so many tickets?" Haha.. So funny. Zat said something about me having to beg people to buy. Ok.. Thanks.. Haha..
I think I'm stressed out. Haha.. Such a randomn thought. But yeah, whatever. Anyway, I think i better go. I totally don't want to fail geography. Bye!
the angels sang over and over again__ 5:11 PM;
Thursday, July 22, 2004
BMM
Let's talk about some non-saddening stuff first ya? Today was our chemistry test, which ends our continuous chain of C.As this week. I'm definately going to fail the stupid test. I didn't really know what was going on in the first place. Anyway, we got back our A Maths test today. I'm really dissappinted at myself because I only got 18/30. Which is pretty pathetic considering Remainder and Factor Theorem is my best topic. I suck. Dang. Ok, so this IS pretty saddening after all.
The other thing is Band. Zat scolded the Sec 1s today. Ok, I'm don't know whether to call it scolding or what. But anyway, at first he wanted the players who didn't come for self-practice to get lost. I personally think that is a VERY good idea. But anyway, he gave them time to think of a solution. WeiYang, came up with the stupid suggestion of fining them. Duh. Whatever. In the end, those people who never self-practice were sent out to do so. When it was time to leave, I had to make announcements, but those people were just happily strolling back to the Band Room like the rest of the Band owed them or something. Happily strolling. I had to go outside and tell them to hurry up. Those assholes. Anyway, Zat had scolded them for not attending our Festival Winds. Nobody turned up at the end of practice to buy anymore tickets anyway. Whatever.
And this person. Weiyang. It's not funny ok. Don't keep smiling at me when I asked you for an explanation. Don't think it's funny. Is it that fucking hard to return your tickets on time? As I said, you took 2 weeks to return the bloody tickets. Your SL told you to return it to me by Tuesday ok? So you don't have any excuse to give me for not handing it in. Don't give me such crap as you lack $1. Don't be stupid. DO you think everyone is so freaking poor they can't even lend you a bloody dollar? I hate your bloody attitude ok? Don't give me that smile next time I speak to you. I'll happily wipe it off your face for you.
Anyway, BMM. Basically, it's
the BMM la, Haojie. I don't know you that well. I'm not in your section, so I can't say much. But, your attitude isn't very pleasing either. I don't know why you are so biased against Yilin. She's never done you any wrong, why must you be so mean towards her? I don't really appreciate Farahyn's attitude either, but she wasn't given a choice to choose whether to come for Band or not. She didn't come because she didn't feel like it. So why are you blaming her? Why do you want to sack everybody who doesn't please you? Why do you overlook their good points just because they have terrible attitudes? Joshua is a good player, Marcus can vouch for that. And as Ms Lela already told us, you don't just sack people because of their attitude. Why? Why do you find the need to sack half the Band now that you have power? When you first took up the post, you weren't like that. You were nicer, I remember. To put it simply, your head is getting to big. When people tell you something, listen; don't just dismiss them beacuse in the politics of Band, they're status is lower than yours. Yilin told me that you said, "What's the point of being in the Band if you don't have a post." What do you expect the Band to be then? A band of 10 odd people? I totally disagree with you. It's like what Mr Glosz says about SYF. A Gold is the by-product of being a good band. Therefore, a post is a by-product of being a good band-member. Do you join the Band just to get a post, just to get power? No, you join the Band for your love of music. And maybe you shouldn't be that rude to your peers. Treat your section with respect. Don't take it that just because you're the seciton-leader, you're always right. Sometimes you're not and you just have to listen. And don't expect me to do everything. It's not my responsiblity! Do it yourself. And you should stop thinking so lowly of everyone in Band. To tell you the truth, you're becoming like Nelson before.
Nelson had changed, do you think? He's become more bearable. And Haojie's gotten worse. Dang. Anyway, I'll think that will be it for today. Bye!
Oh ya. Can everyone out there go do some good for the Earth we're destorying at a rapid rate? Please? Thanks.
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the angels sang over and over again__ 9:26 PM;
Monday, July 19, 2004
Bloody freaking irritated
What is wrong with all this people? Do they even make the
FUCKING effort to sell 2 miserable tickets? We're not asking you to sell 10 tickets you know, it's only 2
MISERABLE tickets. 2! 2! What more can you ask for? It's so freaking easy ok? Just buy one for yourself. Even if you just sell one, we're satisfied with you already. The point is to put in
SOME effort.
This is your seniors we're talking about ok? We're not talking about some unknown school that we're asking you to sell tickets for. Can't you even come? How can you give excuses like I can't find anyone to go with? Do you think the whole band is like you? Do you think every other junior around is as unsupportive as you? I can easily find you someone who's going ok, so don't come and tell me you can't find anyone to sell your tickets too.
People in the choir are even more supportive than you bandits ok? They even have someone ordering for them. So many of them have bought tickets. They're not
EVEN in Band. They have no obligation to be supportive of us. They willingly go ok? They willingly go.
If you can spend $20 or even $30 for the school Musical, why can't you spend a
MERE $13 on your seniors concert? Is it that freaking expensive? Are you that poor you can't even afford to spend that amount of money on supporting your seniors?
Don't come and give me the crap you really couldn't sell it. How about yourself? If your other bandits can sell their tickets why not you? You know how many tickets Ansley and I have sold? You know that my friends, who
AREN'T even in band can find people to buy tickets from us to help us? Why can people from other CCA sell our tickets and not the people in our own CCA, our own family?
Of course, those people who mangae to sell it. And those who are going for the concert. You people rock. See, if these people can put in the effort, why not you? Is it that hard? What are you going to do at our end of year concert? Not sell a single one? What do you want? To play in an empty hall wihtout an audience because nobody cared to make any effort to sell the tickets?
You probably think I'm making too much a deal out of this. But how would you feel next time you guys have a concert and you come to sell it to us, your
SENIORS(remember us? your seniors?) and we come up with all sorts of stupid excuses just to squirm our way out of buying a ticket. Let's see how you'll feel.
When you guys have a concert, don't come to me. I'm not going.
the angels sang over and over again__ 8:26 PM;
Sunday, July 18, 2004
Oooh..
Gee. This is cool. Haha. I haven't been blogging for so long that I've not noticed the change in Create a Post. Haha. Like Zat. Haha. Oh well. It looks really cool, and really complicated. Looks fun too. Haha. Whatever.
Anyway, what's happened since I last blogged? Ok, hmm. Today's Festival Winds. Again. Not that I don't like it. But Sunday's such a funny day. And it puts you in a dilemma of what to wear. If you dress too nicely, people will think you overdress, if you dress too sloppily, Zat will start gossiping about what you wear. Haha. Yup. That's what he was doing with XingWen last Sunday at the Fiesta. Anyway, I think what I'm wearing today sucks. I don't know why. The shirt's ok, the pant's ok, but it just doesn't seem to go. It's old and faded. And it just doesn't go with today's fashion! Haha. Those good old times. Oh man, I miss those days. But that's beside the point. As I was saying. How embarrassing. I'm wearing the exact same pants as I did last week. Oh man. That Ansley wants me to wear jeans with her. And this is the only jeans I have that looks good. I hope no one notices. Anyway, I think we'll be having sectionals today again, since the Saint Andrews Secondary people won't be around. Their in the Fiesta today.
Speaking of the Fiesta. Today's will be so fun. Haha. We're having a picnic. With entertainment! Haha. SO retarded right? Haha. But it'll be fun. Haha. I'll be bringing Pasta in Cream of Chicken; XingWen Potato Salad, Ansley hotdogs and such; Benjamin drinks; Jialin picnic mats. YiLin's suppose to bring snacks. But she's sick, and so won't be going. Poor girl.Haha. Can't wait for later.
Anyway, I think I have to get going. Got to cook those stuff. Will try to blog later tonight. Bye!
the angels sang over and over again__ 10:33 AM;
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
So many things
The last time I updated was like a million years ago. Anyway, let's just talk about the major issues that have been happening and will be happening soon ya?
Firstly, there was Festival Winds on Sunday. My 2nd practice since I miss the previous one. Anyway, we did The Merry Widow and Legends and Heroes. We did Legends first, and our SL took us. I don't know her name. But anyway. We were in the field at first. Colin chose the spot. NO idea why. The sun then came out and we were boiling, so we changed our venue to the other side of the field, below the seats and all. So anyway, we had our sectionals there. After our first break, the SAJC drum major decided to take us. Don't know his name either. He's abit off in the head to put it that way. He was very funny, all his crazyness and all. He doesn't say good when we do so, he goes Cool, cool. Haha. Which is something new. THen he taught us the rythmn for lots of stuff in Legends. SO now, I mainly know how to play everything in that song. He's really good. I don't know about his playing, he didn't play much. But his knowledge and all, like very deep? It's a DM thing. He was nice. He tried to figure out our names but was unable to remember them. He asked Hanling for her name 3 times the week before and yet forgot it again. Then he asked for mine, when we left he forgot and asked again, when we were at the Fiesta he forgot. Haha. Very extreme short term memory. Haha. Then he held sectionals for Merry Widow too. At first he wanted someone else to do so, so Nelson volunteered and all. BUt that left REnLiang as the only 3rd. Therefore, he had no choice but to take. Haha. Anyway, we were all very tired by then. 2 hours of Legends is a very tiring thing ok? So I couldn't really tongue properly and all liao, couldn't reach the high notes and all. Haha. Then I think he also tired, he got very blur. Like the glissando prat, he didn't really know what he was teaching us. Haha. THen when we corrected him, he told us to do whatever we knew and that he very blur liao. Haha. It was a fun day, to put it that way? But very tiring and all. The SA DM? Timothy? A bit over friendly as Zat put it. He was going around asking if they were going for the Fiesta, "we going le."
We ended up going for the FIesta after all. Even though we debated about it for a supremely long time. SO we got ourselves a cab and went to the BOtanic Gardens, which I've never stepped into my whole life. ANyway, when we got there we were sitting in the middle of nowhere. Then we moved to around the St Pats sitting area and found we still couldn't see anything. We then decided not to be shy and plonked ourselves next to the SFW people. There was a empty space next to e SAJC DM. That's when he asked me to sit there but forgot my name. Haha. But we were comfortable there leaning against my trombone and all. Haha. THen Zat and XingWen arrived. We asked them to come over but they couldn't see us. So I stood up to be seen. Which was so embarrassing. I stood up and the whole group of people stare at me can. Walao. SO embarrasing. SO they joined us after St Pats time. It was fun. Their performance. Nicer than Nanyang and Crescent who made their girls dance in front. When they CAN'T even dance in the first place. Ew. ANyway, Ansley and I went to sit with Zat and XingWen up there. And we gossiped and all. WHen the things finished, we decided to go for dinner. Timothy came over and asked if we wanted to join them for dinner. Over friendliness. Haha. We went to Mac and eat. In Orchard. So tiring dragging the stupid trombone all over the place. But we kind of took turns to take and Jialin help me. 2 people take and all. On the MRT home, gossiped about all sorts of things. At City Hall, we got off the train and saw a train on the opposite side and thus happily walked in. It was the train to Boon Lay. Haha. So we gossiped happily on the MRT. I asked where we were and XingWen noticed that the station was all blue and all. Haha. So stepped out and waited for the train. We being Benjamin, XingWen, Yilin and I. Anyway, took phhotos with Benjamin's phone and all. Haha. So lame. Finally. We got back on the right train and went home.
We've decided to do it again. This Sunday. Haha. This time we will be going prepared. With food and mats. Haha. Because we got our butts all wet. So freaking unglam. Anyway, were going to have a picnic! With entertainment! Haha. SO exciting. Haha.
I forgot to mention about the Band BBQ on Saturday. It was fun. Enjoyed it. There was lots of leftover food. Sad to say, we had to throw away lots of it. Others some people brought home Thankfully. It was fun, telling ghost stories on the beach and all. Haha. Socialising and all. Oh well. Then there's the Nelson thing. Haha. I wonder if it's true huh? Haha.
This friday's racial harmony. How exciting. Can't wait. WE've arranged to all have our photos taken together. So fun right? As a Band. Haha. Nothing much else to say today, so Bye!
|trombone chick waiting for Friday|
the angels sang over and over again__ 8:37 PM;
Thursday, July 08, 2004
Er..
I kind of can't think of a title for today again. So. Ya. Today was a ok day. The best part is its been SUCH a cold cold day. Ok, so it isn't very good too be cold. But better warm ya? It was raining almost like the whole day and all. So anyway, today, didn't really have any classes. It was, Chinese, Chem, A Maths, CME, English. Ya. So, the day past by quite well. Didn't make me want to slepp at least. I think it was the weather. But anyhow, after school, went to get the keys to open the room. Then went off with Lek, Celia and YuYing for lunch. Played a never-ending game of bluff while eating. Seriously, it didn't end. As there was no time to continue the game. So anyway, after that, YuYing, Celia and I went for tution. Did the Remainder Theoram crap. So many people were there today. THe usual gang of rowdy Sec 4s. Making so much noise and all. And the guy who thought Celia was mental was there too. Left at 5+ and rushed back to school cause Celia and I needed to pee and I needed to lock the Band Room. Ya. That's about it for today. Haha. Spent 1 hour+ doing the CODs and LOAs. Now, XingWen's printing it for me. Saturday's the BBQ. SO exciting. Next Saturday's photo-taking. So exciting. Can't wait. Haha. Love taking Band Photos. Hate taking class photos. I always like shitty. Haha. ANyway, nothing much to say la. Today, Joshua was emo-ing outside the Band Room at 2 like that. I wonder how it goes. Is he gooing to quit? Oh well. Truthfully, people like him should just totally quit. Yup yup. Going then! Night!
|trombone chick having an okay day|
the angels sang over and over again__ 9:38 PM;
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
My 60th Post
Tada. Today's the 60th Anniversary of my blog! Whee! Ok. Not really. But it is the 60th post. Haha. Whatever. I can't believe I've blogged so much already. Before this, I'd tried countless of times to start a blog but never got down to blogging in it at all. And here I am at 60th entry! Whee! Haha. Whatever.
Here's my version of Favourite Things. I saw Zat do it on his blog and I got inspired! Haha. It's not exactly really mine. It's kind of like the rich, posh adult woman type? Haha. Read and understand k? Haha.
Favourite Things (Abridged Version- Rich, posh adult woman version)
I like jewels and rubies and Swarovski crystals. (Is that how you spell it?)
Gucci dresses and Burberry totes.
Wine me and dine me bring those diamonds rings.
These are a few of my favourite things.
Versace haircuts and Bvlgari perfumes.
Makes me pretty and smell oh-so-good.
Give me your money and give me your things.
These are a few of my favourite things.
Elle magazines and tabloids a plenty.
Online shopping at Victoria's Secrets.
Prada, Armani and Louis Vuitton.
These are a few of my favourite things.
Haha. It's suppose to have one more verse. But I really can't think of anything else. So when I do come up with one, I'll post it ya?
In the meantime, I've decided to have a section outing. How exciting huh? Totally. I can't wait for it. We're going roller blading. So cool right? Haha. I LURVE roller blading. But not too sure when we're going. The original plan was to go next Saturday? But Selvam got his orals. Darn. So, we were thinking of going this Saturday before the BBQ. But I'll have to talk to XingWen about it. XingWen's coming along. Because Selvam and I can't generate enough fun for so many of us. And I'm asking HaoJie along? Since I need to like bond with him and Nelson. Yup yup. Can't wait. It's going to be SOO fun. Haha. So exciting. Haha.
I was talking to XingWen today about Band Stuff. And we were going on about how "we have not enough funds to fund fun things." Haha. So funny. Then don't know why, we both couldn't stop laughing. Haha. I think we should have committee outings. Haha. Right.. But anyway, XingWen says I must stop the "Erm, ya" thing that I do when I make announcements, apparently it makes people unsure. Oh no. That's bad. So now, whenever I do the "Erm, ya" thing, somebody must tell me ya? Haha.
Speaking of which. Gossip seh. Ok, it's not much gossip. But it's talk-worthy huh? Haha. Today's Band, the sec 2s did The Phantom of the Opera. It's their piece for the Premeire. So cool right? So anyway, they had sectionals. But Joshua wasn't doing anything. He told Zat got nothing to practice. So when it came to Full Band, he couldn't play. Duh. SO Zat got angry and shouted at him. Then Joshua answered back something. I couldn't hear much. Then Zat was like, "If you can't take it then leave." And Joshua leave. Whoa. That's the first time I've seen anything like that. Then he smsed Eugene and went, "Eugene, I don't fucking care. I'm quitting." Ok. So I called Shima. And she said she was going to talk to Joshua. But seriously, I don't think Joshua will come back. He is so.. so.. don't know what to say ya? Attitude to put it that way. And only the seriously tremendously thick-skinned people will come back. Oh well. There goes one percussionist.
Today, sat in the Band Room helping them fill up their Attendance Card things. Because Ansley and I were too free. Nothing much else to do see. YiLin and XingWen went to make a police report about the lost donation envelope. They are so funny. They wanted me to come along so I can help them talk. Haha. Then Zat said, I couldn't go along to the counter with them anyway. Right. Haha. So they say I can be moral support. Right. Haha. In the end, they went themselves. Haha.
Nobody tags my blog. So many people read it. But nobody tags it. So, could you guys please tag my stupid tagboard? Haha. It's like very inactive. Haha. Thanks! Think I'll be going then. Very sian. Bye!
Oh ya. Just remembered something? I was right. Selvam scolded me and said, "you should have fought for your rights, you idiot." Haha. About the SFW thing? Playing 2nd and all? I'm so right. Haha. Whatever. Bye!
|trombone chick feeling very bored and tired|
the angels sang over and over again__ 9:35 PM;
Tuesday, July 06, 2004
The sort-of Beginning of the New Era
Today was the weirdest day of band I've ever experienced. Espicially the part when we were dismissed. Haha. It's like, so weird not hearing Eugene dismissing us? So weird to have Shaun sitting to my right and not Selvam. So weird that the trombones suddenly have so much space that we can be like 2 chairs away from each other and still have space. So weird that for once, we have enough stands and enough space to put it. So weird. Just so weird. I miss the good old days so badly. The days with the Sec 4s. Sigh.
Not that I don't like it now. Oh, I love it. Like, I'm Band Major. How can I not love it? Haha. But still, I miss playin 1st trombone with Selvam, bitching with him, gossiping with the other seniors. Now, I'm like the only 1st. Since got a lot of songs Shaun still playing 2nd. And Nelson closes the room so early. As XingWen pointed out. So we can't stayed back and gossip. Thus, I'm going to volunteer to return the key. Since I always leave later. Haha. Oh well.
I'm playing mostly 2nd for SFW. Sian. Not that I really mind. I do. Abit. Haha. But, I not the SL, so can't decide. So, since she say she need 2nd players then I play 2nd lo. SInce 1st some notes too high for me to even reach. Haha. If Selvam knew, he'll tell me to don't care and fight for playing 1st. Haha.
No one seems to update their blogs lately. Haha. Like almost everyone's blog is stagnant. Sian. I think I want to go liao. GO play games. Haha. Bye.
|trombone chick misses the good old days|
the angels sang over and over again__ 9:40 PM;
Monday, July 05, 2004
Depression sinking in
Everyone seems to be depressed lately. Take a tour round some people's blog and you just feel all the depression. There seems to be alot of reasons to be getting depressed these days. Like, the sec 4s leaving, problems with friends, problem with Band, finding yourself and all. I don't know. Everyone just seems to have something bothering them. I like that poem thingy on XingWen's blog. It's kind of depressing, but really meaningful and all. I think I've done those stuff countless of times. Not to XingWen. Duh. TO my other friends. Like let them down and all. Ok, I'm getting pretty depress right now. Haha. Then there's the topic about sec 4s again. I go around telling the whole world that they must learn to let go. But like, I can't seem to practice what I preach. It's getting really hard to let go. Of everything. You know? Then I think, in a years' time, it's MY turn. How hard it will be to let go. Espicially now that we more bonded and all. I really don't want to let go. *Sigh*
It's a pity that friends fall out. How fragile the human relationship is. Why do people fall out so easily? Like, today you're my friend, the next day you're not. It's as simple as that. People usually think they're always right. See, that's the thing about being too emotional. Not pointing fingers or anything. No. But, when you're too emotional, you let things get to you easily. That's when the fragile human relationship crumbles. Learn to let go. DOn't take things to your heart to often. It's not good for your health.
Someone will come along and think, this girl doesn't have no heart. Oh well. That's my weakness see, I lack sensitivity. The human mind wanders too much. DOn't you think? That's when all the ugly feelings get spurned out. Jealousy, hate, obsession, depression. Like, when your friends go out without you, do you ever get worried? Do you wonder what they're talking about? Are they talking about you? The questions go on and on and you start thinking about all sorts of hurtful, untrue things about your friends.
Anyway, life's a joke ya? So let's not think too much now. I've got hamsters! Finally. They are THE cutest things on earth. Right now they are. They are SO fat. Totally obese. I wonder what my Jesmine(my sister's friend) fed those things. Haha. So cute can? I'm so in love with them already. Tiramisu and Truffle. Haha. Tiramisu's very violent. You put your finger at the grill and she starts attacking it. They're both females anyway. Truffle is so much less violent. I hope Tiramisu can be tamed somehow. Haha.
Well. This is it. Tommorrow the Band lies in the hands of Nelson, HaoJie, myself, Florence, Kekang, Ansley, XingWen, XinLing, Melisa, Daniel, Benjamin, Marcus, Shima, Emiley, Jialin, Sandy and the 2 unknown Masters. This is so freaky. Like how did it even come down to this huh? All I wanted was to be SL. Not that I don't want to be BMA. Haha. Oh well. It's time we all learnt to embrace each other. Haha. Whatever.
So I think I shall be going now then. This is my 4th entry of the day. Haha. I'm extremely bored see. Haha. Oh well. Bye!
|trombone chick freaking out|
the angels sang over and over again__ 10:00 PM;
Just some randomn stuff
Saw this on Vanessa's blog. So I thought I'd do it too.
Haha. High Social Status and wealth isn't the most appealing to me le. Haha. The survival thing isn't very flattering. Haha. I see the best in others? I have a loving heart? Th part about the abundant quality's quite true huh? Haha. Lack of sensitivity. Haha. Okie.
the angels sang over and over again__ 6:50 PM;
Wrong
My bloody template is so totally irritating me. Like, when you preview it, it's perfectly ok. Everything's in place and all. Everything's correct and all. But then when you just go to the website and see it, it's all wrong! Ok, so it's not ALL wrong. But the alignment is weird. See, the posting only starts where the sidebar thingy ends. Which is WRONG, since it's suppose to be next to the sidebar and all. And I'm getting so tired of changing my bloody template. So, I like need help. And the person I need help from isn't online. Which is SO irritating. Argh. Does anything ever go right on my stupid blog? Argh. So now, I have to go searching for a new template. Again. Argh. This is so getting on my nerves. Argh.
Anyway, today is Youth Day. Thus, no school. That's why I'm sitting in front of my sister's laptop again. Even though I'm suppose to be doing my stupid chinese newspaper cutting thingy. But I've already done 5, so I'll leave the rest to tonight. I've yet to eat lunch. Argh.
The hamsters are coming today. That's something happy at least. My sister's friend is giving 2 to me. Whee. So happy. Finally, I'll have hamsters. Finally. And I need a new cage. The old cage is so.. old and awful. Haha. So, will be buying a new one later. Other then that, there isn't much to post about. Shall go then. Look for a new template. Argh.
|trombone chick getting very irritated with her template. Argh.|
the angels sang over and over again__ 1:49 PM;
Journey
Well, the musical is finally over. Which makes me really sad. Because that is like the last time I'm going to play with Selvam until the end of the year. Yes, I will miss him. He's a great senior you know. Really fun. And very bitchy. Will really miss his bitchyness. Sigh. And the other seniors too. Here's when we step up. Which really scares me. I'm like so freaked out that I'll do the wrong things, lead the wrong way. But at least there will still be help, right? As for the musical, I do miss those days. We'll never be returning back to Kallang Theatre and playing in that hole while straining to watch the Musical going on. Haha. Those were the days. Let's talk about it shall we?
As Zat said, we started off disliking it, liking it, being excited about it then bringing mirrors to watch it. Haha. Yup, that's what we did. I didn't think about it. But Victoria showed me on the bus so I decided to use my compact mirror to watch. Haha. It was really successful, I have to say. I really liked it. And I really love being able to be part of it. Haha. That was one of the coolest moments in my secondary school life. On the actual day itself, we had a rehearsal before that. And Fanny got really angry with all of us because really sucked. Anyway, after that we had dinner. Went back to tune then had free time till 730. A group of us went wandering around. We went up to the circle seats and found that we could be seen. At least Selvam and Nelson could. Only my stand could be seen. Haha. Then we wandered around more and found XingWen wandering around too. So he joined me, Selvam and Szu Xiang and we went onto the stage and tried some stuff. Haha. Met Shawna. When we left, I actually forgot to wish Shawna good luck. Whoops. I feel bad. Haha. Then, it was showtime. It started off well. We did our Overture thing. Which is really nice. I LOVE the Overture. Haha. But I think I came in early. Whoops. Then it was pretty smooth-sailing. Loved all the dances, espicially the Ibuzara dance. I LOVE the way Rezza dances. So freaking cool!! Haha. Then the My Lady song, and the audience went crazy. Haha. Then came the 3 scenes part. The middle, RenFeng, Shairah and Vanessa? The stupid radio wasn't working. And they improvised. Which was so cool. My sister didn't even know that it was a fault and the radio was suppose to come on. And the Good Morning Ibuzara? The first girl, the one with all the exaggarrated(??) movements, she did it wrongly. Which was pretty obvious since she was the only person moving. I could see some of the play from my chair. So i saw the mistake. Found out from Mrs Ho later that she cried. Whoops. Act 2 was good too. Just that the King repeated his lines. Haha. After that, everybody had a get-together thing on the stage. Then we started clearing up. Which was very saddening. Haha. The seniors came. Khairiah(??) was here too. So heard that I was BMA and said that she was very proud of our section. Haha. Her, Zhijian, me, Nelson. Which is really cool. Like Nelson and me. Same section. Haha. Anyway, so we left the place. For good. Chatted with WeiJian, Rickson and GuangRong every now and then. And Victoria too. Haha. When we got back, there as the frenzy of moving the instruments to the storeroom and back into the Band Room for the SFW people. And then, it was over. Sad.
I didn't go for SFW. I feel very guilty about it. Haha. It was my Grandma's birthday. And we had a sort of family reunion thing. So I couldn't attend SFW. Dang. I feel so guilty. Anyway, I met my new cousin, Shaun. Haha. He is SOO freaking cute. Other then the fact he salivates ALOT. But he is like so cute can? He's a baby, see. Haha. Nothing much to say about the family reunion thingy la.
Oh, I had a chat with HaoJie. About the trombones. As in the instruments. And we've decided to redistribute the trombones. All that kind of stuff. Because he was unhappy about the distribution and all. And now Selvam's going to bring home one. So we won't have enough instruments and all. But I found a solution. Whee. Haha. Oh, and Nelson was unhappy with the distribution too. Haha. He smsed me about it and all. And he actually said something nice about me!! Haha. He said that I more musical potential that it would be a waste not to use the new trombone. Haha. Oh well. I do like my 78470. It's seasoned and all. Haha. But I'll have to talk about it with HaoJie then. Busy busy. Haha.
Oh well, I think i should go now. It's so freaking late!! Haha.. Bye!!
|trombone chick back from KL|
the angels sang over and over again__ 1:26 AM;
