Saturday, February 26, 2005
Gurlfriend_Seriously, I don't think you should even bother about what all the crap she said about you. She doesn't even know you for god's sake, so she has absolutely no right to say those things about you. It's not your fault. Why do even think it is? It's not your fault that people want to hang out with you. So, cheer up alright? Don't bother about her. She's not worth it.Her_Ok. So I don't have any right to say these things since I don't even know what's going on. I know you're hurting and all too, but I can't stand the fact that you're hurting her in the process as well. Why can't you see the positive side of her? Maybe it's cause you say she doesn't show it to you. Maybe it's something you did that makes her that way. I don't know. She seems perfectly fine to me. Guaranteed she's my bezzie so OBVIOUSLY I'll stand up for her. Did it make you feel good? Seeing her cry today? I don't know either. Oh well. Think about it, maybe it was something you did that chase them away? I'm not pushing the blame to you, but you must realise that sometimes the fault doesn't entirely lie on one person. Maybe you guys could talk it out instead of screaming at each other on you blogs. Oh well. I think I may already have said too much.Yea. It's got
NOTHING to do with me. But that's my bezzie that's hurting. I'm not going to sit back and watch her suffer.
You_Is that me you're talking about? It definately seems like it. Everything seems to link to something that happened. It all sounds so familiar, giving me every impression that it really is me. I'm ok with the events really. But what you said last. Yea. I can't really take that. Why? Why must you do that? What's wrong with it? Is it because of her? It's that hard to let go for you isn't it? I know it is. She's special. That was different. But you got to let new things into your life don't you? Did you really feel that way? I can't believe you're SO stupid that you can't even see the VERY OBVIOUS. Gosh. You know what? Whatever. It's time to get over it. BAH!ARGH. I don't know why. My section just can't improve.
WHY? What are we doing wrong? It seems like we're doing everything according to "plan", but everything just DOES NOT WORK OUT! We're only average. Why? I don't want to be average. I want to be above. I want to be the best. So why is it so hard to achieve? I see how hard my juniors work. They always come back for self practice. Why aren't we improving? Is it us? The seniors? What have we done wrong? I hate it you know. Each time I try my best to play well. Something
JUST HAS TO HAPPEN and Glosz will say something negative or Zat will. I'm not saying they're being bitches for forever "scolding" us. I know! I know we're not good. ARGH! Somebody
JUST HAS TO STICK OUT and somebody
JUST HAS TO BE OUT OF TUNE or
NOT THERE, NOT RIGHT.
ARGH! It's
ABSOLUTELY pissing me off. We'll never be good will we. Darn.
On the brighter side of life, there's Aladdin later! Whoot! I
ABSOLUTELY LURVE all those songs in Disney movie. Hehehe.
LURVE Aladdin. One of the nicer Disney movies. YEHA! Can't wait. Haha. This is
SO UBER WEIRD. They're combining Christina's Dirty and Jet's Are you gonna be my girl. WAHAHHA! So farnay ar! Haha. Whatever. Eh! I
LURVE this song. Haha.. Gavin Degraw's I don't wanna be. Wheet wheet. Nice! Haha.. I think I'm going to change my blgoskin soon. Haha.. When I have the time lo. Oh well.
Cross country_It was really funny actually. Especially the men in trunks. WAHAHA. They were like parading ECP and Celia said there were various teachers who were oogling at them. Haha. As for the running. Ok. More like walking. We walked so slowly most of the Sec 3 boys who started like 1/2 an hour later ran pass us. Yep. We had the "record-breaking" time of slowness I think. Haha.. Went TM with Celia after that. That was about it for my Friday la. No band. Sad.Oh well. I think I better go and bathe. Then eat and watch Aladdin! Haha. Ciao~
the angels sang over and over again__ 6:11 PM;
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
Chinese New Year
What the hell. Sorry. Just watching TV. Quite amusing really. The Mediacorp artiste are singing new year songs. Haha.. Quite funny. Don't know why also. Then Qi Yu Wu the only guy there, so extra. Haha.. Oh well. Whatever.
Finally got to eat reunion dinner!! Haha.. Been looking forward to pig out for a very long time le. Haha.. It was.. nice. I guess. Don't know la. I wonder this is. As in where the people are celebrating on TV. Like never ending one. The song. Aiyo. Haha.. Oh. The performance in school today was ok. The magic act was really sad. As in, it was ok la. Then that Kenneth. Can't count lo. So sad. Then go and screw up Justin's show. So poor thing lo. Like so bloody embarrassing. Aiyo. Oh well. Poor Justin. Er.. What else about the performance? The CO was ok. Yea. And then. Oh. Hidayah screwed up her lines. Haha.. But it was really very funny when she did. Haha.. Poor girl. You entertained me though! Haha.. Yep.
Before that we had PE. Our only 'lesson' today. It was really fun you know! Haha.. We played netball. 5 against 4. Quite sad really. We had enough people to make 1 team! Haha.. DIAO! But it was really very fun. Qazim was so hilarious. He play until like very entertaining like that. Haha.. Don't know la. So fun! I so want to play Netball sometime soon again. And play in small group so much funner. At least you get the chance to touch ball.
Oh man. This is SO cool. There's a funfair at Woodlands. Some UK funfair. Looks so fun. Wish I could go. Oh well. Better stop soon. My sister's laptop's got low battery. Have a good new year everyone! Ciao~
the angels sang over and over again__ 11:09 PM;
