just let me hear the angels sing.

Sunday, April 30, 2006

it's been forever since i last updated huh? yup. haven't had the time since forever. oh well. life is quite hectic now. what with the concert coming up and all. in 4 days time actually. FREAK OUT. hope it'll turn out fine. sigh. oh well. at least my good friends are going! yay! haha. can't wait to see them.

going shopping with zat this saturday. YAY! haha. it's going to be SO FUN! can't wait. haha. shopping with zat is so amusing. and we're actually going to have money this time round to spend. so ya. yay yay. haha. can't wait to see what we're going to buy. can't wait for the band dinner la. it's going to be SO fantastic!! haha. whee whee.

was talking to celia last night. she asked me what it meant when 2 people were together. so we were discussing it la. and came down to the conclusion that when 2 people were together, it meant that: the guy likes the girl and the girl likes the guy. it's a known fact between the two of them and that they showed care and concern towards each other. it does not have to be that the 2 of them go out holding hands and publicly display their affection towards each other. yea. i guess it's really as simple as that. this is so random. i know. but was just thinking about it la. what with all that has happened lately. sigh.

CELIA: don't be sad la. at least there is still hope. at least things are working out. sort of. haha. it takes time la. time will tell you. just hold on hope la. for now. and if you ever need anyone, i'm here ya? though i'm so freaking busy most of the time. sigh. we hardly get to meet up nowadays. OHWELL. but i'm still here. remember that.

ALUMNI GATHERING TOMORROW MORNING AT 9AM TAMPINES CPF BUILDING KFC. PLEASE BRING YOUR 32 BUCKS IF YOU'RE GOING FOR THE BAND DINNER. SUPER IMPORTANT. THANKS.

just talking to jiahao about some stuffs. and it's kind of saddening la. i hope things turn out better soon. oh well. and this poor dude has never heard of twister in his life. how sad is that? and he doesn't wear pajamas. they're so comfortable lo. haha. idiot.

hmmm. can't really think of much else to say. ohwell. shall post pictures. whee whee. haha.

the fabulous 4 in 06S08. haha. bang, myself, hong heng and ming de. my buddies! haha. makes life SO MUCH MORE interesting in school.

06S08. don't we just look so good? haha. wth.

we are wenners. yay wenners.

weird combo huh? haha. but funny.

i guess i just don't want to believe. though it's probably best if i did. i don't know why but i going to choose to wait. maybe i shouldn't. but i will. though one day it may prove stupid and absolutely wasted, i guess i still will. i don't know. maybe just like what qazim said, i am stupid. but it isn't that easy to move along. i'll just put everything into the back of my brain until it's all cramped up inside.

this is SO random.

day after day it reappears
night after night my heartbeat shows the fear
ghosts appear and fade away
come back another day

the angels sang over and over again__ 9:26 PM;

Monday, April 17, 2006

oh yea. i've exceeded 200 post. yay me. haha. it's not much la. to some people. but it is to me. so exciting. haha. this is the 203rd post. whee whee. ok. whatever. haha.

i'm having a maths test tomorrow on inequalities. i'm a bit not very bothered to study it. kind of sian and all. like no mood. it's so late already. then feel like sleeping. but can't. because i slept half an hour just now. had a headache just now. was hoping it would last till tomorrow and be really bad, so i don't have to go to school. but DANG. it's gone. sad case. was doing my pi just now. i'm done with it! YAY! achievement please. i actually conjured rubbish in one hour. pat pat on the shoulder. haha. phweet! so proud of myself. mr lee better not say that i wrote alot of stuff but he doesn't understand a thing i'm saying again. i swear i'll kill him. or do something drastic if he does. i should study for my maths test huh?

lek's samantha is in nicholas-nicky's class. SO EXCITING! i want to see what she looks like. maybe i shouldn't be too freaky. haha. later she scared of me. can't. she's my sister-in-law man. so exciting! haha. i shall go find out who she is tomorrow. whee whee.

i want to go upstairs. but i don't want to leave the computer room because my sister and desmond are in the living room. then i'm in my unglam pajamas. yea. haha. how unglam. stupid idiot. why must he come over every night at such strategic hours. thanks lo.

i'm bored. i want to go study with qazim and celia. i find that i'm actually having fun studying. haha. when it's not too tough and i don't understand a single bloody thing la. take physics for example. the font was so small i could hardly see. i had to keep squinting to see what the hell was on the projector. then i couldn't understand at all. like ARGH. i need physics tuition. badly.

yea. i think i shall go study. sigh.

you want the greatest thing
the greatest thing since bread came sliced.
you've got it all, you've got it sized.
like a friday fashion show teenager
freezing in the corner
trying to look like you don't try.

the angels sang over and over again__ 10:48 PM;

Saturday, April 15, 2006

went to the airport to study with celia, qazim and hilmi yesterday. it was DAMN fun. haha. met qazim. who was late. then we proceeded to the airport. went to buy some stuff. then settles down at marrybrown's. i ate onion rings. then that ah lian at the counter. who appeared to be pissed at us. like whatthehell la. ever heard of good service. HELLO. sat down and i started on my card. hilmi arrived and qazim had to go get him. leaving me alone at the table. could hear qazim's really loud laughter when he arrived. haha. then we moved on to popeye's. celia was still at home. trapped because of the rain. so the 3 of us started on our work. i tried to do chemistry. tried to. qazim and hilmi did maths. helped them when i could. which wasn't much la. so ya lo. haha. then we couldn't take it anymore. the smell was too strong. so we ate first. yum yum. haha. oh ya. they changed the episodes of the popeye's cartoon. haha. FINALLY. no need to listen to olive singing. yay. haha. ate our food. when we were done, celia arrived. so we went back to doing our work while celia ate. laughed alot really. i think we didn't do much la. just laughed alot and yakked a bit. ya. laughed ALOT. all the crazy things we were doing. damn spastic. haha. then the 2 guys left and celia and i went to the staff canteen for dinner. yup. that ends the day.

CELIA: yay. finally met up with you after so long of not seeing you. when was the last time i saw you ar? we should go to bedok library soon. i still have the cool card. with 2 drinks left. haha. soon your school is going to start. then we'll hardly have time for each other anymore. SAD CASE. haha. but never mind. we can still meet up. and this time, we'll both be doing our work. you won't be sleeping anymore. haha. can't wait for the next time we meet up!

QAZIM: when was the last time i saw you? haha. felt so good going out with you yesterday. so long never go out with you already la. damn fun. haha. yesterday was damn fun. thanks for such a wonderful studying experience ya? hopefully we'll be able to meet up again one day to study. yay. so productive. ok la. not VERY. but relatively so la. haha. i miss you. you ding dong. haha. going to school with us on tuesday ya? YAY. haha. we should do that more often.

i'm so grateful for these 2 kuku farts. haha. my best buds from 4unity. so glad we're still so close.

band concert is approaching. freaky much. and i got so many things to correct. argh. but I CAN DO IT! whee. haha. that just sounds retarded. but ya lo. shall have to go down for practice everyday or something. yup yup.

SAJCCB CONCERT ON THE 6th OF MAY, SATURDAY AT 7:30 PM IN THE SAJC CULTURAL CENTRE. TICKETS AT $6 ONLY!!! do come to me for tickets ya? thanks!!

maybe one day. but slowly, surely.

you've got a friend in me
you've got a friend in me
when the road looks rough ahead
and you're miles and miles
from your nice warm bed
you just remember what your old pal said
boy, you've got a friend in me
yeah, you've got a friend in me

the angels sang over and over again__ 10:32 PM;

Monday, April 10, 2006

ARGH! i'm suppose to be doing my maths tutorial. tutorial 1.3 (part 2): system of linear equations. i can't do it AT ALL and it's SERIOUSLY pissing me off. i'm looking at the questions and they don't even make any bloody sense. like is that EVEN A MATHS QUESTION?!?! dammit. this is totally pissing me off. therefore, i'm taking a break to blog.

it's been more than a week since i last came online and updated. woops. haha. didn't have internet access. was staying over at ansley's over the weekend. yup. so couldn't go online there. during the weekdays, i was arriving home so late everyday anyway. so i couldn't really be bothered to come online. so ya lo. like that lo. so many things have happened since i last updated. can't even remember half of what happened. oh well. shall try my best to remember.

went for the saf central band concert yesterday with zat. it was nice. not fantastic or anything. but nice. i thought 76 trombones was the nicest piece. REALLY. not just because the trombones had wonderful parts. if not i would have said the trombone concerto was the nicest. so funny. their encore piece was like damn happening. other than that, it was nice la. i thought the horns were like SUPER loud. and the bass clarinet guy appeared damn pro. haha. cool stuff. oh. and the percussion lady grooving to the music. damn funny. haha. but ya. ok concert lo. i suppose. i don't know la. i thought the soloist for the trombone concerto was pretty good though. cool stuff. i wish i could play half as well as how he plays. sigh. oh well.

had alumni on tuesday. obviously. did la cucaracha all the way. had combined sectionals first then full band. so fun. haha. the brass section was kind of small. but everyone was playing damn loud. super kuku. haha. i think it was because the song was very happening. so everyone was very happy then they kind of lost themselves then started playing like nobody's business. that was how it was for me anyway. so ya lo. oh well. haha. full band was fun. under zat. as usual. him and his bitchyness. and all that jazz. damn fun. tomorrow got alumni again. can't wait. yay yay. haha.

i'm like loaded with tutorials to do la. half of which the questions i can't do anyway. so like what's the point la. it's very sickening la. like i want to do the work, but i can't. argh. stupid maths. then there's chemistry which will be due wednesday. i don't know HOW IN THE WORLD i am going to complete it by wednesday. sucks man. sucks. shall have to qiong tomorrow or something. like do my work while having alumni practice. that's quite kuku. but then again. do i have the choice?

starting to like my new class, 06S08. yup. it's a fun class. with some very fun people. like the hot babe, bang. haha. my buddy in class. who thinks she's damn hot. haha. very retarded. "i smell men." like WHATTHEHELL. haha. and there's red and the VERY BITCHY mingde. can't believe mingde is so bloody bitchy la. guess i didn't talk to him much in S11 la. that's why i never knew he was like that. haha. stupid ass. yup. and the other people in my class. who are very funny too. in their own ways. yup. i like my class. haha.

had to take height and weight for pe today. I SHRANK!! ARGH!! I'M SHORT!! ARGH!! i'm so short and fat. sigh. i should just go kill myself or something. short and fat. SOBS. and pamela agrees that i'm fat. THANKS LO. haha. think i should stop eating ice cream and cake. so unhealthy. and fattening. stupid girl.

DANG. i have geography tutorial to do too. sucks. think i better return to my BLOODY maths tutorial then. till the next time.

they can all think that way. but please, just not you.

fly the ocean
in a silver plane
see the jungle
when it's wet with rain
just remember till
you're home again
you belong to me

it's nice to have people concerned about you. nice feeling you know. thanks for the concern.

the angels sang over and over again__ 9:59 PM;

Sunday, April 02, 2006

yesterday was band orientation. GOD IT WAS FREAKING TIRING. sorry i can't run ok. this just proves one thing: you SHOULDN'T stereotype. and who ever said people with long legs can run fast. no. no such thing. since when? i admit i have long legs. but that doesn't mean i can run what. SICKENING. but the whole thing was fun. minus the fact we had to run. pamela was in my group. YAY! haha. made the whole thing so much more enjoyable. and moses koi. that genius. who fell down in the fountain and pulled me down. not like i wasn't wet enough already since i too fell. we're such clumsy fools. haha. so retarded. then had to do the chicken dance. where i couldn't reach the guys' octave. haha. so stupid la. sorry lo. my voice a bit high right? haha. running on the beach was so sickening. so hard to run. and all that sand in our wet shoes. gross like hell. and eugene! THAT BLOODY PIG. threw sand at me. JERK. he got his just desserts. more than that actually. but ya. YAY ME! haha. thanks to jeremy also la. that STUPID eugene got soaked in sea water. with sand. HAHA. idiot. i smelled like the zoo by the end of the day. is there such a word as smelled? is it smelt? HAHA. my english is BLOODY HORRIBLE. yea. seriously disgusting lo. bathing was SUCH A REFRESHING er, experience. haha. felt so much better after bathing. wore the stupid sized l shirt that i borrowed from pamela. then went for dinner at pastamania. yup. that sums up the day. it was really fun though. yay. haha.

today. met up with celia at bedok library where she watched me do my chemistry tutorial. which i could barely do la. she was sleeping quite a bit too. reading and writing in my purple book. SHE FINISHED IT! YAY ME! haha. bimbo. then we yakked a bit. looked at people a bit. made stupid comments about ugly people. then went home.

CELIA: spent the WHOLE AFTERNOON with you. so fun. weird huh? like, we hardly did anything together. i was doing my work, you were writing in the book. i was rushing to the toilet for tissue and all that rubbish. didn't yak much. but it was still a really enjoyable afternoon. like a afternoon well spent. guess cause it was you whom i spent it with? haha. awww. so touching. haha. but really. spending time REALLY ROCKS. and I MISS YOU TOO! it stank like hell when you weren't around. stank like... the zoo!!! haha. whatthehell. hope we can meet up again soon la. and use up the remaining 2 er, chops? on our cool card. DAMN cool seh. haha. WTH. did i just say that. HAHA. you don't worry too much about you guys la. i won't worry too much about us either. haha. LURVE!

PAMELA: what's up with the poem man? haha. yi mei loves me more than you. HAHA. ok lo. anything you say. haha. but i DO love you la. haha. and you love chemistry right? haha. you're favourite subject. whee whee. haha. it was great having you in my group yesterday. someone to walk with me slowly behind. i know you could run more than that and i was probably a bad influence. :( oh well. next time you want to go running tell me yea? I AM SO GOING TO TRAIN MY RUNNING. haha. i'm so unfit. sad case. oh well. haha. see you in school tommorrow la! :) LURVE!!

still trying to understand.

some days i feel like crying
donit matter if its rain or shine
i feel like my heart was broken
at least a million times
some days i wake up dreaming
feels like i never even woke
answer life's big question
as if it's one big joke

the angels sang over and over again__ 9:03 PM;