just let me hear the angels sing.

Saturday, June 24, 2006

ok. so the bloody school holidays are coming to an end. ARGH. how shitty is that? that is ultimate shitness ok? bloody hell. damn sad la. like it's already coming to an end. sigh. i wish it was longer. why don't we have like summer vacation or something. then it'll be the whole year long! haha. retard. but yea. oh well. and the common test! are starting soon. yay me. i'm going to fail EVERY SINGLE THING i swear. oh well.

went out to study with jialin and qazim yesterday. tried to. didn't really study. cause of alot of little itty bitty stuff. like durex. haha. stupid la. the durex thing is damn stupid. qazim kept harping on it. it's not my fault. haha. and he doesn't know how to pronounce my name! after all this years! i am so hurt please. haha. and what else did we do? i can remember. but we did alot of stupid stuff la. said alot actually. as usual. it's just us anyway. oh well. and now qazim is enlightened on ams. yay him. now he loves h1 chemistry. haha. idiot. walked with qazim home. cause i wanted to take a cab at first. from kembangan. cause i was too lazy to take a bus. yea. so qazim told me why not walk with him then take cab from the mainroad near his house, then we can talk along the way. so ok lo. did just that. he was suppose to pick up his father's pants from the dry cleaners, but it was already closed. oops. haha. went back to the mainroad to wait for the cab. waited for like don't know how many years for the bloody cab to come. but it still didn't come. i don't know what the hell are wrong with all these cabs la. why don't they drive by that road. and all this motorcycles driving in formations. trying to look like cabs. WHATTHEHELL? in the end, walked back to bedok interchange to take a bus. haha. so stupid la. my wanton mee was like bloody cold by the time i got back home. damn stupid.

QAZIM: you're birthday is coming! haha. free advert again. haha. august 2nd ya? everyone remember the date please. anyway. it's been great fun hanging out with you this holidays. quite a bit ya? studied with you quite a bit if i remember correctly. haha. all those stupid study sessions. which weren't really productive. but very fun all the same, cause i did it with you. haha. be touched ya? idiot. haha. and you still want to end our friendship? just because i called you retarded? fine lo. whatever. haha. oh well. must tell me your results ya? when they do come out. haha. don't worry. i'll tell you mine. then we can compare who got lower. haha. remember to not use durex's competitors products ya? haha. DUREX DUREX DUREX. love you darling!

JIALIN: hey babe! thanks for studying with me this holidays too. haha. it's been great fun. seriously. what with all your blur moments and all. mow the lawn? only you could come up with that. haha. but seriously, it was hilariously entertaining. haha. love you all the same babe! haha. hope we can hang out together again sometime ya? haha. and for goodness' sake, buy yourself a new wallet ya? if you're not going to do it, tell me, i'll buy it for your birthday. haha. love you!

CELIA: DARLING! hardly got to spend ANY time with you this holidays. sigh. damn sad please. since you're so busy with you projects, and i got to study and do my stuff. i wonder when's the next time we'll both be bloody free and able to meet each other again. soon la, i hope. i hope you're doing fine still. in all areas of your life. haha. do update me on anything that has to do with him ya? haha. i'll tell you when a new one comes into my life. haha. and we shall all live happily ever after k? haha. so lame. but yea. LOVE YOU DARLING! take care and see you soon.

yep. i am not sleeping tonight. haha. it's the last night i'm going to get to stay up all night. and so i shall. just like a kuku fart.

who says i'll never be happy? i will. if you'll just let me.

sunlight, opened up my eyes
to see for the first time
you'll open them up
and tonight, rivers will run dry
and not for the first time
rivers will run

the angels sang over and over again__ 6:48 PM;

Thursday, June 22, 2006

qazim wants the saddie waddies to do this. so i shall. and you know the stupid thing about this? i can't copy and paste the bloody thing from his blog. so i have to type everything out. thanks qazim, many many.

7 random facts about me.
1) i'm in my pajamas now.
2) my hair is very messy. always.
3) i'm going to fail my common tests. f for everything.
4) i just came home from my twe band bbq.
5) i get sweaty palms in cold places.
6) i'm very hairy. seriously.
7) i'm going out to study with qazim and jialin tomorrow.

7 things that scare me.
1) cockroaches.
2) getting retained at the end of the year.
3) losing my family.
4) losing my friends.
5) regretting past decisions.
6) dying in some freak accident.
7) being disappointed. again.

7 random music.
1) fantasy variations.
2) that roll over the ocean, roll over the sea, go and do your part to build community song that we were singing just now.
3) behind these hazel eyes.
4) la bamba.
5) dance dance.
6) where is your boy tonight.
7) the school song. up and on?

7 things i like the most.
1) boning.
2) doing stuff with my friends- saddie waddies, asses, the class foursome, the band mates
3) singing at the top of our voices not caring who is listening
4) dancing
5) talking, laughing, gossiping all at the same time
6) having fun
7) watching cool movies and tv shows like she's the man and life as we know it

7 things i say the most
1) ya man.
2) seriously.
3) no shit.
4) bloody hell
5) what the hell.
6) ah-dway. figure out what that is.
7) marder.
8) shitness.
9) yea.
since qazim can exceed. yea.
7 people to do this
1) celia.
2) the bandies.
3) the asses.
4) the class foursome.
5) anyone.
6) everyone.
7) someone.

yea. i kind of ran out of people. so yea. whatever.

steady lungs, don't fail me now.
i feel you bursting but you won't let me die.
fill me up with every step.
i'm feeling sick, but i'm leaving it behind.

the angels sang over and over again__ 11:49 PM;

Saturday, June 17, 2006

hmm. ya. haha. i was uploading my pictures into the computer just now. brings back good memories. whee. haha. would like to put all of them here, but there's kind of quite a lot? haha. so ya. oh well. i'm sure everyone has their own photos to look at too. so yea. whatever. haha. i want more photos from all the other cameras! but they don't seem to be online. sian. only junjie's online. and he's got too many. so he has to burn them into a cd for us. ya. that's the amount of photos he has. dumping my photos on photobucket. no one else seems to be doing that. only mindy and i have. haha. how silly. shall ask them about it on monday then.

this insurance woman called me just now. from aia? malaysia. damn funny please. she ends every single sentence with a la and she speaks with that accent. like she just started learning how to speak english and it's still not very fluent. has difficulty saying some words and all? you know. that kind. it's evil to laugh, but it's really very funny. you have to listen to her to understand. yea. she was trying to sell me some insurance policies. i didn't really understand what she was saying. i asked if she wanted to speak to my mum and she told me she'll call me back later. how extremely queer. oh well.

i love the 9 o'clock show on channel 8! though i hate it slightly cause shawn chen is dead. dang. there goes our eye candy. shitness. so sad la. he wasn't suppose to die lo. until like next week or something. ya. cause we figured that he was going to die sooner or later, just a matter of time. and we guessed it would be sometime next week, not too early and not too late. but what the hell! he dies in the 3rd episode. it was the 3rd right? damn spoiler please. but the show is still very nice. and very interesting. whee whee. haha.

speaking of tv shows. one tree hill is coming back on starworld! YAY! haha. i can't wait. shit. i forgot all the character's names. haha. stupid. oh well. but i can't wait to watch it anyway. so interesting. whee whee. and there's this nice new show? on startworld too. on tuesday. life as we know it? or something like that la. about high school boys and how they think about sex every 15 seconds. really interesting! should watch it. haha. it's on tuesdays at 8pm. yep. can't wait. haha.

went to school in the morning yesterday. to get my bone. junjie was there too. and he bought me the really nice bag from fremantle! ok. so he didn't exactly buy me the bag. i have to pay him back for it. haha. but it's bloody nice! and i love it! YAY! haha. it's damn nice la. i don't understand why everyone says it's not nice. oh well. whatever la. haha. then we sat there and laughed and laughed because junjie bought us KNEE HI toe socks for god's sake. oh man. damn spastic la. like what the hell. then eunice and i tried it on. she looked like a clown and i looked like a caterpillar. we decided that one of the saturday band practices, we were both going to wear it. with jeans of course. so everyone won't know that we were wearing KNEE HI socks. so bloody kuku please. left my old bag in school. decided i would get it another day or something. went to the airport to study. with jialin, qazim and hilmi. ate at terminal 2 staff canteen. the meiji milk aunty, pirated cd people and all those people with their barang barang were gone. quite sad really. cause i wanted to drink meiji milk. haha. oh well. finally finished eating and went to macs to study. met xiaowei. she looked kind of dazed. haha. gave up studying there cause we were all craving for hershey's sundae pie at burger kings. haha. stupid. yep. so we migrated to bk. and yea. studied there. though it was quite distracting. alot of traffic. then keep asking stupid "i wonder" questions. haha. but we did manage to study. i now know how to draw graphs! i think. haha. oh well. somehow i do la. oh well. stopped studying around like 7? then started wandering around cause we had time to kill. actually. i had time to kill. yea. they were just killing time with me. qazim carried my bone. got the sensation of falling backwards. damn retarded. haha. went to marrybrowns. the guys wanted to eat banana split. then we waited there for don't know how long. and the guy came out and told us there were no more bananas. like WHAT THE HELL? it took you so long to realise your had no more bananas? ya man.

ooh. going to bake cookies. for fathers' day. whee! till the next time then.

when you try your best, but you don't succeed
when you get what you want, but not what you need
when you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
stuck in reverse
when the tears come streaming down your face
when you lose something you can't replace
when you love someone, but it goes to waste
could it be worse?

the angels sang over and over again__ 2:30 PM;

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

went out to "study" with qazim and jialin today. ya. "study". haha. i just wasn't in the mood i suppose. to study. too many things on my mind. yep. getting distracted and all. oh well. plus it really sucked having to study during the holidays. like how sad is that? bloody hell. but did manage to like read through a few pages of my chemistry notes. ya. like as if i absorbed anything. ohwell. at least i spent time with my 2 buddies. haha. stupid qazim. who never fails to make me laugh. that retard. and jialin. haha. what the hell please. mow the lawn. gardeners fm. haha. what the hell la. can't wait to study with these 2 crazy farts again tomorrow. whee. ya. "study". haha.

ATTENTION ALL PICTIONARY PEOPLE: STUDYING NEXT MONDAY AT THE AIRPORT. MEET 1 PM AT TANAH MERAH MRT STATION. GATHER ON THE PLATFORM AT THE CENTRE THERE SO THAT WE WON'T ALL BE LOST AND LOOKING FOR EACH OTHER WHICH WOULD BE PRETY RETARDED.

yay. i can't wait la. to go out and study with those people. haha. yay. it's going to be so much fun. not like we're actually going to study la. we're just going to end up talking and probably camera whore. so ya. haha. we're basically quite doomed for our common test. oh well. i still can't wait to go study with them anyway. whee whee. haha.

ok. i got to go. discuss pw. till the next time then.

should i lie to you? would that save the situation? but i wouldn't want you to make the decision for me. so what right do i have to make it for you?

the angels sang over and over again__ 11:08 PM;

Monday, June 12, 2006

i'm back from perth! whee! i can't exactly blog on everything that happened there. that would be too long and quite boring somehow. so yea. haha. perth was cool! very cool. haha. it turned out so much better than i expected it to. i was totally dreading going to perth. cause i've been there before. and the last time i was there i almost died of boredom. i had 2 weeks of picnics in the parks. haha. that was damn sad. seriously. but this time, it was so much more fun. i suppose it was because i went there with friends. so it's like, different. somehow. i don't know. it was just damn fun. haha. made a whole bunch of new friends. and i mean a whole damn big bunch. haha. we're the pictionary gang. and it was damn cool. haha. we're the uber kuku gang la. haha. did all the silly things, alot of camera whoring and of course, played pictionary every night. haha. damn fun la. i love our gang. made this trip so much more fun. haha. thanks loads to MINDY, JOCELYN, ALISON, FUNG YIN, WEI QIN, ANSLEY, XIAO WEI, DOROTHY, EUNICE, LYNETTE, ESTHER, MYCHELLE, ZAKIAH, JARRYL, JUNJIE. did i leave anyone out? see. that's why. the gang is way too big. haha. can barely remember who is in it. haha. thanks so much to you guys for making this trip so much more enjoyable. all the retarded things we did together. like window shopping, seriously WINDOW shopping, taking videos, jumping over the post thingy, singing songs, shopping when we do get the chance, yakking all night long, going to the convenience stall, playing germs, playing pictionary and everything else we did in perth. and albany. and denmark. and fremantle. haha. can't wait to see you guys again! are we really going to upload all our photos onto 1 photobucket account? haha.

perth was fun la. and damn cold. actually. perth wasn't really that cold. it was stupid albany. karma chalets. BLOODY COLD place. oh man. walking around at night can kill la. and it's like, already wearing so many layers and still so cold. damn spastic la. haha. just walking from my chalet to mychelle's which was next door was damn cold. and my stupid chalet. the fire wasn't really working. i guess it was just all of us quite stupid la. don't know how to use it. haha. so yea. nobody slept in our chalet. chillingolah. it was like the bags chalet. to keep our bags. and to eat breakfast and bathe. haha. damn spastic. all of us just went to different chalets to sleep. which was damn stupid. haha. we slept at mychelle's. all of us on the floor. huddled together to keep warm. and the blankets were like DAMN thick. damn nice la. so nice and warm underneath it. haha. the first night we stayed up to yak about all sorts of rubbish. all these random people in sa that only a few of us knew. it was interesting to listen to though. haha. junjie and jarryl fell asleep. whoops. haha. went to sleep around 2+. the next night, we figured that there was going to be a 5hour ride for us to sleep, so let's just all the way the whole night. haha. though some of them quitted halfway, decided to go back to sleep. so it was left with me, jarryl, junjie, alison, mychelle, eunice, dorothy, xiaowei. yea. i think that was it. then we played germs. it was damn spastic. we had to move to the room to play cause we were making too much noise. haha. oops. played till like 3+ and gave up cause we were all too sleepy. had about 2 hours of sleep before waking up for the 5 hours bus ride. yep. that was the time we spent in karma chalets. haha.

i can't really remember much else that happened la. must look at the photos then i can remember. haha. my photos are all still in the camera. the card's too small to fit into my sister's laptop. so got to borrow the usb port from uncle jeff. i don't have many photos either. so yea. pretty pointless. i know my face is like in alot of other cameras though. haha. camera whore. oh well. have to wait for junjie to come back. he has alot of photos lo. haha. yup. must wait for that one.

yea. now that we're back in singapore, we got to start studying. ARGH! this stinks. qazim is now out studying with hilmi. i feel guilty for not studying. haha. oops. maybe tomorrow. but i want to go back to twe tomorrow. maybe i'll bring my books there to study. or something. so kuku! haha. oh well. i'll find a way. better start soon. think i'll fail my common test. duh. of course i will.

i told my sister about all the shopping experiences i had in perth. then i asked her if she wanted to go there. then she was like on la. and i'm like on also. like i don't mind man. after all i am going to fail my common test. so ya. haha. we're such bloody kukus. we figured spending 3 days there would also be enough for us to go crazy. so yea. we're waiting for my mama to come home from gym so we can ask her. we are so mental. haha. but it would be damn cool if we could go back. i just didn't shop enough. hands still quite itchy. haha. bloody retard.

you know. i really loved this trip. it made me so much closer to some people. mainly eunice and junjie. my section mates. like we're so much closer now. it's damn cool. especially eunice. who listened to all my moaning and groanings through out the trip and told me all those stuff that i never knew. and of course, we had loads of fun together. haha. so yup. loved the trip.

eunice: as junjie once told you, DON'T EVER THINK YOU'RE LOUSY. cause you're not. really. don't blame yourself for bringing the section down. cause we don't blame you, and you shouldn't either. you've been great help in the section in fact. really. i think so. like you said, you blabber quite a bit. which is a good thing. REALLY. haha. which creates a mood for all of us to start blabbering too. so ya. haha. you do play a part in the section. so don't worry. and you've been a great friend through out the trip. really. i don't know what i would have done without you and your ears. haha. it's really been great la. getting to know you so much more through this trip. yup yup. so we shall both work hard together ya? buzz everyday on our mouthpiece or something. haha. yay us! haha. thanks for everything during this trip. can't wait to go out and study with you! haha. LURVE.

was suppose to go out today with my darlings, qazim and celia. but couldn't get hold of my mother. so can't ask her. sian. haven't seen those 2 for quite awhile. got to go out with them soon. miss them like mad. want to go shopping with them or something. haha. great singapore sale! damn exciting. maybe i should go shop at the great singapore sale too. since my hands are still itchy. i need a new bag. i tore my bag in perth. i don't know how i did it, but i did. ain't i smart? haha. oh well. so now i need a new bag.

i don't know why we've come down to this. it's like really bad nowadays. really really bad. we can barely talk to each other now. how tragic is that? so maybe i haven't really done anything to give the both of us a chance. but then again, have you given us a chance either? putting aside everything, can we at least be friends? just friends will do.
i look out for you
come rain, come shine
what good does it do?
i guess i'm a record you're tired of
i guess we're just older now
i guess i'm a toy that is broken
i guess we're just older now

the angels sang over and over again__ 2:27 PM;