just let me hear the angels sing.

Monday, October 30, 2006

met up with shaun today. so good to see him again after like. ages. ok. so the last time i saw him was open house. but that was kind of different. hardly got to talk to him and all. yep. different la. somehow. talked alot today. was nice talking to him. about all those stuff. twe and all. things i've never heard before. helped me understand some stuff actually. what he told me. and it did make sense. so ya. ohwell. i miss that silly idiot. who's so freaking stressed up about his o's. poor boy. haha. ohwell. hope it'll all turn out fine for him.

i can't wait for pw to end. even though i should think about chinese first since it's this coming friday. but i really can't be bothered too. which is going to leave me quite screwed i think. but ohwell. whatever. ya. i can't wait for pw to end. it's making me so irritated. stupid process. i think even if i did really badly for pw i don't really care anymore. so yea. whatever la. stupid pw.

ok. i don't really have the mood to blog today. so yea. till the nex time then.

just afraid that's all. that you'll lose interest in me. that i'll lose you. again.

there's a light in your eyes that i used to see
there's a place in your heart where i used to be
was i wrong to assume that you were waiting for me
there's a light in your eyes
did you leave that light burning for me

the angels sang over and over again__ 9:18 PM;

Thursday, October 26, 2006

i've got phlegm. lots and lots of it. it's spelt that way right? or flem. as hong heng spells it. HYUK. yea anyway. it's alot alot and green. ansley's favourite colour. haha. but i don't think she's going to like the colour of my phlegm. flem? haha. it's making breathing difficult. i have to keep snorting to get it out of nasal passage. for the lack of a biological term to it. ya. but snorting is super unglam. haha. like seriously. that day i snorted and hong heng wanted to die laughing. idiot. it's not my fault that i have "flem" right? and when i breathe out there's that wheezing sound. i hate that sound la. it's like damn irritating. reminds me of long long long long long long long ago when i was still in jb and had bronchitis. i don't know how to spell it. ya. and i wheezed all the time. stupid phlegm.

speaking of jb. i miss it that. like seriously. as much as i prefer singapore and all, i do miss that place. back when i was a little kid and it was still a relatively safe place. driving to my friend's house all the time. or them coming over. and cycling around the neighbourhood. and my big big garden. so nice and big. yep. though it always got flooded when there were downpours. but whatever. it was very nice. and that guava tree at the back. yep. i miss my jb house. though it's rundown and ugly now. i somehow wish things were back to the same. like in the past. but it would be different. duh. all my friends are elsewhere already. studying somewhere else in another part of the earth. ohwell.

watched prison break just now. it's FREAKING nice la. like seriously. and it doesn't hurt that wentworth miller (is it?) is so freaking cute. ohmygod. his eyes... i can get lost in them. haha. anyway. the show's really good. so you should watch it. can still start watching. it'll make sense. no worries. quite easy to pick up one. today's was freaking scary la. and they had to go "to be continued..." IRRITATING. but i don't think anything will happen to her. duh. he'll go save her. he's so good looking. sigh...

everyone has something to complain about. but there really isn't anything i can do about it. there are certain things i can't control. i could try, but i dare not. sorry.

is it that hard choosing sides?

catch me as i fall
say you're here and it's all over now
speaking to the atmosphere
no one's here and i fall into myself

the angels sang over and over again__ 11:38 PM;

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

ARGH!

i hate not knowing what to do. what to say.

i'm sorry.

yes a heart can hallucinate
if it's completely starved for love
it can even turn monsters into
angels from above

the angels sang over and over again__ 10:16 PM;

Monday, October 23, 2006

i shall blog. just to make deborah and jiahao happy. those crazy farts. haha.

my mama has this new crave about healthy food. it's called cous cous. i think that's the way you spell it. it's either cous or cuos. hmm. ohwell. whatever. anyway. it's this little yellow balls of fibre. sounds wrong. but yea. that's what it is. and it's basically tasteless. just like rice. it's like a rice supplement lo. is that the correct word? ya. so this little yellow balls of fibre. which you drizzle olive oil and pepper over to give it more taste. it's supposed to be healthier because it's fibre. like huh? i don't really get what my mama is saying either. i guess maybe it's less carbohydrates? i don't know. yea. whatever la. so yea. try cous cous/ cuos cuos if you're bored. i should think you can find it in marks and spencer. since my mama bought it in england. along with all her other strange healthy food.

went to ps for pw meeting today. dragged my sister's huge bulky laptop all the way there when it wasn't even needed. like ARGH. sickening shit. anyway. dicuss what we were going to dump into our op and tada. that was it. they wanted to watch deathnote. which i didn't. since i've already watched it. :D haha. stupid. anyway. yea. so i called up xiaowei and we went to ikea. i love that place please. i want to buy every single thing there. though i do not really have the spending capability to. but yea. whatever. bought duck cards and the photo frame thingy. yep. can't wait to start on it. though it'll prolly come out ugly. OHWELL. sorry if i'm not the least bit creative then. hyuk. took 195 to like one stop later and discovered there was 14. so i got off. and got on a 14 that was going in the opposite direction. yay me. so i decided to take for a few stops before getting off. then the bus went on the expressway. like uber yay me. finally saw a stop which had a opposite stop in sight. pressed the bell kind of a little too late and got scolded by the bus driver. sorry lo. i don't even know where the hell i am can. i was at fairfield methodist secondary. wherever that is. got on the 14 and fell asleep. at least it was in the right direction. and my ass hurt like mad when i got off. yep. that sums up my exciting day.

deathnote is super nice. though i hate the ending. i mean. ok fine. there will be a part 2. but i still hate the ending. everybody should watch it. like seriously. and the grand cathay is like super cool. it's so big please. reminds me of that theatre back in brisbane. super super big and nice.

yep. i'm supposed to be doing my op now. so ya. back to that then. till the next time.

i'll stop the world and melt with you
you've seen the difference and it's getting better all the time
and there's nothing you and i won't do
i'll stop the world and melt with you

the angels sang over and over again__ 8:26 PM;

Sunday, October 15, 2006

i don't think my cold sore is getting any better. dang. in fact it's looking sicker i think. i'm so embarrassed. i don't want to go to school. haha. retard. ohwell. when is it going to get better? i'm going to be bored shitless this wednesday's practice. i'll have NOTHING to do. seriously. at least the past few times i had flyers to colour and what not. now i have NOTHING. oh crap crap. what are the chances it'll disappear by wednesday? i hate cold sores.

watched saving private ryan just now. it's freaking tragic. like super super tragic. i hate it. ok. so it's a good show and all. but it's too sad already. 6 people had to die just to save one. can you imagine? i wouldn't be able to live with that lo. and stupid upham. STUPID STUPID upham. it's all his fault that mellish died. i think it was mellish anyway. and the way wade died was just too sad. and jackson too. ohmygoodness. too sad already. stupid show. don't watch it. just makes you depressed.

dad bought a new camera for us. shucks to have to share with my sister. as in. like very mafan lo. and she'll definately hog it one lo. that stupid pig. so ya. might as well just buy it for her. what's the point. ohwell.

twe's band camp clashes with sajc's band camp. i'm damn sad. SIGH. i was hoping to go for twe's band camp lo. wanted so much to stay over in temasek. been a LONG LONG time since i last did that. now i can't. sigh. ohwell. looking forward to the workshop thingy though.

yea. that's all i have today actually. still depressed about the show. don't want it. it's way too gruesome as well. till the next time then.

oh and hate me by blue october's a really nice song. if only i could just get it. anyone has it?

if you're sleeping, are you dreaming,
if you're dreaming are you dreaming of me.
i can't believe you actually picked me

the angels sang over and over again__ 11:21 PM;

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

i've got cold sore! how sick is that. got it on sunday morning actually. woke up and got freak out by what i saw in the mirror. shall spare the details cause it's quite sick really. thought the were pimples. REALLY weird pimples. haha. so yea. decided to get rid of them. which was a pretty stupid move. cause it started to bleed. like mad. which convinced me they were pimples. until this morning when i was talking to ansley and remembered that i had a history of cold sores. like duh. so ya. went to the doctor just now. was worried that she was going to laugh at me and tell me they were just pimples. gosh. i swear i would have died if that happened. haha. but nope. she said it was viral infection. so yea. not that i'm very glad to have it or anything. but yea. ohwell. can't play my trombone. cause it hurts. like it's at a really strategic place. hope it gets better by saturday. i don't know la. ohwell.

thank god for you. if not i don't know what i'd do.

ok. i got to go do pw. stinks. ohwell. till the next time then.

how come you always end up changing your intentions?
how come you always wind up blowing hot and cold?
one minute honest then you're full of false pretension
head in the clouds but still you're desperate to control, to control

the angels sang over and over again__ 8:33 PM;

Saturday, October 07, 2006

after one thousad and one years of not being online, i'm finally online. the stupid promos are over. YAY. finally. feels kind of weird though. like now there's alot of free time, but nothing to do with it. even though we've actually planned so many things to do. but we can't do them all now over the weekends because some of them have to go church and all. so all this extreme activities must wait for the school holidays. yup. ohwell. nevermind. for now we can just find places to walk around aimlessly.

like today. walked around aimlessly in vivo city. that place is DAMN big. it's quite scary really. you'll just be afriad of getting lost. it's like huge la. haha. and we walked and we walked and we walked and we walked. endless i swear. alot of shops hadn't open. so quite sad. then got no money. so can't really shop anyway. haha. stupid. yep. basically just walking around aimlessly la. then we got tired. wanted to sit down somwhere. tried to find a coffehouse to sit at. but they were all full. damn sickening. so we went to harbourfront centre. hopefully the starbucks there would be available. figured that everyone would be at vivo city. rubbish. there were just as many people at harbourfront centre. finally found a place to sit in the foodcourt. bought cheng tng. that tasted disgusting. and there weren't any longans. while fung yin had six. and she shared half a longan with us. thanks alot. haha. stupid girl. after walking around a bit more, decided to go home. we were supposed to go to esplanade to play lanterns. very sad. we didn't. because of the haze. and we were all very tired. and mindy. that geog student didn't want to harm the environment. not that she was with us anyway. haha. but ya. was supposed to join us later. ohwell. yup. hopefully we'll get to play it next year or something.

speaking of the haze. it's getting really bad. usually from my place when you drive up towards bedok, you get a really nice view of the cbd. but this morning on my way to the mrt, i couldn't see a thing. it's super bad la. very sad. and today. at the underground in harbourfront, we could smell the haze la. how sick is that? underground le. damn tragic la. wish it would rain soon. ohwell.

i think i'm going to retain. how? ohwell. please don't get retained. i'd don't know what i'd do if that really happened.

yup. that's about it for today. very tired. feel like sleeping already. ohwell. till the next time then.

there is something about you
you don't even know it
i am telling you know that you got me good
there is something about you
and i can't overthrow it
damn't you got me good
now that i am alone
with you i am home
i got to let you know
you got me good

the angels sang over and over again__ 8:34 PM;